- ' ELAINA eyy !

hello again.

2012-01-21T21:46:00.001+08:00

well hello there. omg. it has been forever since i've blogged. last i blogged was last year. pre o levels days. hahha. i miss those times. anyways, idk why im starting to blog again. maybe because i've been blog hopping for the past two days with nayli. and we were just viewing our own blogs and such. i remember how fun it was to blog. vent all my emotions here. those were the days. i wonder who still visits my blog just to pass time. hahaha. im sorry to disappoint my readers (as if i have any). idk who im talking to but still..... hahhaha. okay. i shall update again later tonight. when i cant sleep. hehehe. all my feelings.... EVERYTHING. not really but yeah :) hahah. okbye!

xx

BORED.

2011-10-25T16:37:00.001+08:00

Soooooooooooo! Sup guys! Im at Tamp North CC's BK studying with Nayli and Nazrul and Freddie. Hehehehe. I downloaded this app just to publish a post. Tell me how random I can get huh yay yay yay. :D okay going now byebyebyebyebyebyebye!

fml

2011-06-06T01:15:00.000+08:00

Hmm.. Well now. Idk where to start. Been down lately. Why? Gee idk. Life is just testing me for th past few days. Dang~ School has been a bitch. Gonna have D&T later. Oh fml. Fucked up subject. Didnt even choose that motherfcuker. Waste my bloody time. I'd rather study than do my prac. Pfft! Pain in th asshole. Imma walk into th design studio and fuck that place up later. Sheesh! I'm alr having a bad fucked up day. Add salt to th wound, YIKES! Bitches be steppin on my tail, you dead. Imma cut you so bad. Especially that fucked up artifact. Fuck th artifact. Waste my bloody time. -.-

ANYWAYS, hi. I. Dont. Know. What. To. Say. My blog is super dead. Like DEAD. In th grave. Rotten. Decomposed. Bones! DAAAMMMN~
What am I dg? Just youtubing. Searching for some old songs. Currently Christina Aguilera. Damn she's hot. Look up to her. Like reaaaalllyyyy~
Omg. I really dunno what to say. Okay la. Till next time. See you when I see you. Toodles~
xx

WTF.

2011-05-29T14:51:00.000+08:00

You sure you didn't say I'm a money face? Your fucking title of th fucking post is called money face. Exactly why. You just ASSUME. Who th fuck told you to assume things. And if you're unsure bout it, why th hell must you publish it? Seriously? You just wanna bring down my reputation? Or you're just plain jealous that I'm with your beloved ex. Guess what? He's over you. And it's obvious enough that you're not over him.

Excuse me? You tried to be nice to me? HAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHA! You must be kidding. Tell me on which angle does bitching bout me, NICE, to you? Hmm? I'm not trying? I have been keeping what I wanna say to you in. Because I dowanna cause no trouble and shit. But you are seriously getting on my fucking nerve. Aku diamdiam beh kau ambik kesempatan. Macam sial. I wanted to talk to you bout all this. But I told myself no. I controlled myfuckingself not to do it. Muke mintak simpati.

Just to make it clear, I am not with Freddie because of what he has or what he owns or his looks or whtvr fucking shit that has been gg round. I'm with him because I love him. Nothing less, nothing more. If you're not happy with that, you can just hide in your fucking cupboard and fuck yourself kay cb! _|_ I am not afraid about you TRYING to get my boyfriend away. Because I know for sure that he is never, I repeat NEVER going back to you. Dont act , " nothing better to do " laa please. Fucking obvious that you're fucking jealous and you still have feelings for him. You're just making yourself look like a fool by acting like you dont. Oh please. You dream on kay? Thinking bout it is making me laugh. Hahahhaa! Buat lawak ah siolzxc! xD Oh damn. You think twice before making things public kay girl? Thanks.

Apart from all this mafucking bullshit, IT HAS BEEN SOOOOO LONG since I blogged. Kinda miss it.
I shall update again later! Maybe? Not sure. Hehe. Okay bye.
xx

MAGIC :D

2011-01-07T22:42:00.000+08:00

Ooo.. Th face macam asking for a bitvh slap. Haha! Watcha looking at? Hahha. So anyways, school started. wont be updating much nowadays okay. O levels siols. Scary. Whtvr now.

Today was great. Beginning to mix with my brotherbro! Wee~ And his group of friends. While I'm at this topic, one of his mates is a Magician. HOLY SHIT RIGHT! Haha. I tell you what happened okay. I participated in one of his tricks. He asked me if I believe that he could kiss me without me knowing it. So i was like no i dont believe. so he said wanna try i was like okay ah sure. he asked my permission for him to kiss me. since i know it's impossible, why not. Hahah. So okay. He laid out a stretch of cards infront of me and asked me to pick a card. okay. then signed it. then he picked a card he signed it. he put away th rest of th cards and he folded our cards. i had mine he had his. he asked me to bite on my card. I saw that it was mine. And so I did. And he bit his. He held both my hands and closed his eyes. He placed his card in his mouth and took it back out. he let go of my hands and he showed me th card that he was biting on just a few seconds ago, and guess what. IT WAS MY CARD! And th one I'm biting on is his. HOLY SHIT! It was fucken amazing! He asked me, did you feel me kiss you? I said no because I felt nothing. He said he french kissed me. Hahahah! What a funny guy. But th trick was awesomeee! WOOO! Hahhaha. He did a whole lot of other tricks too. Pretty amazaing. Im really impressed. I still have th card that was in my mouth with me. Which is his card la. Haha. COOL SIA babi! Hahhaha. Okay elly da over impressed. But overall, pretty awesome day! I LIKEEE~ (:

Okay school is school. Canteen is fucken packed. Diet. NEw faces, pretty weird but okay la. okay bye! Hhahhhaa. See you when I see you. Texting th Magician now. HAHAHHA! He really impressed me. I wonder why he doesnt have a girlf. He caught my attention real bad and fast. Hmm.. Hahha. But he's younger. Sedih. Hahah! Okay da cukup! Byebye! :D

xx
'EllyEm

2010-12-19T23:22:00.000+08:00

Hello there. I'm sorry for not updating. I mean like a proper post and all. TEEHEE :D So so very sorry. So anyways, sister is sick for a few days now. Her cough is really bad. But she's getting better. She dont look sick tho. Very hyper. Which is good. But seriously? Hahhaha. So cute right. I know.

Yesterday, mummy ordered McD for breakfast. Today mummy ordered KFC for dinner. Ohmygod. Such a fattening week. Hahhaa. What's next? Pizza? Ew. I never did fancy pizza that much. So cheezy. Too cheezy. Ew. Haha. But chicken oh yeaah. It's th sex baby.

Okay idk what to talk about seyh. Heh. Oh. 2011 coming. Bestnye! Oh better yet, 26 dec coming! Blackberry, Imma get you! :D Torchtorchtorch! Imma torch youu! WOO~ xD Hahah. Okay lambat. hehehe. But still. Bestnyeeee. Hahaha. LOL. Okay.

I.Have.No.Idea.What.Else.I.Want.To.Say.

So.I.Guess.I.Should.Go.Now.

See ya when I see ya!

'EllyEm

2010-12-12T14:52:00.004+08:00

It's been a long time eyh? :D Yeah. I just wanna update smthg la. Heh. Went out with Nayli, Aslam, Farriz and one of my friend. Was okay la. But funny moments here and there. Hehee. :D I likee~ Didnt take alot of pictures tho. So sad. Heh. Wanted to go ice skating. But didnt. Because it was too expensive. Hehe. So went jalanjalan. Went home by bus :D giler ah. Seriously. Fun la kan. Then went to bazaar and ate at tamp 1. Hehe. Takde kerje. Then blahblah. Then yeah. (:

M.T.A <3 It's so simple. Why dont you get it yet? Hahhaha. Okay bye.

'EllyEm

2010-11-28T22:01:00.000+08:00

Went to Orchard with this lovely and her family. And for dinner her parents's friend's family joined. It was a full house! 4 kids. 3 boys and 1 girl. Eldest sec 3. Very cute indeed. Hehehhe. But I didnt talk to him. Idk why but yeah. Hahha. But I spoke to his two younger brothers. Very little monsters. Very cute. Hahah. Had dinner at Far East. Last order eyh! Haha. Camwhored la of course. Photos are all on facebook ;)

I'm updating because SOMEONE wanna read. HG. Haha. Handsome Girl. Prasan. Hahahahha! Maybe gg out with her tmrw. If mummy let me. Urgh~ Hope will. Because gg to th Airport (: They wanna DANCE. Pfft. Hahah! Like best only eyh. Haha. Been at home all day today. Boring kan! I just watched The Switch and it was okay la. YEsterday I watched Chalie St. Cloud. Ohh yeah! That one is awesome. Hahah!

I GOT NOTHING ELSE TO SAY. Except th mozzies keeps biting me! I know I'm sweet and my blood is super nice. But please. Enough is enough. Hahah! Holla! See you when I see you. Imma smack you Mozzies. Hehe.

xoxo
'EllyEm

From me to you.

2010-11-26T00:33:00.003+08:00

hi nur/elly/pekbusheh/ace boon coon/giggs and other what have yous, but of course, my #1!
i really hope youre reading this, because i have no idea how to contact you -- you dont reply to my texts, you dont answer my call at all.

why is this happening? im in an horrible state of mind, its 4am in the morning, i just want everything to be right without having anyone screwing it :(
im sorry for everything that ive done, and you know that i can never be the one to give in first because apologizing is always the last thing on my mind even when i know im wrong. ive never been the one to make the first move because id always let my ego get in the way, and clearly thats something i have to work on.

i know how you feel. im sorry for neglecting you. i am really, really sorry.
but i think that as a person that knows every single detail about me, you should, without any exception, understand what im going through.

WHY CANT YOU TALK TO ME INSTEAD?
WHY MUST YOU JUST BLOG ABOUT IT, HOPING ME AND HIM WOULD READ IT.
WHY.
WHY MUST YOU TALK ABOUT ME LIKE THAT?
WHY MUST YOU TALK ABOUT HAFIZ?
WHY MUST YOU BRING UP THE PAST?
WHY MUST YOU SAY THAT YOURE NOT GOING TO HELP ME WHEN I HAVE PROBLEMS, BECAUSE ITS MY OWN PROBLEM?
WERE YOU TRYING TO IMPLY THAT YOU WANT TO BE OUT OF MY LIFE FOR GOOD?
THAT YOU WANT TO HAVE NOTHING TO DO WITH ME?
WERENT YOU ALWAYS THE ONE THAT WAS THERE FOR ME?
WHY DO YOU FEEL MAD WHEN HE DISTURBS YOU ABOUT BEING #2?
DOES THAT EVEN MATTER?
DO YOU REMEMBER THE PROMISE I MADE SAYING THAT YOULL ALWAYS BE #1?
HAVE YOU FORGOTTEN THAT?
DO YOU NOT TRUST ME?
DO YOU KNOW THAT IM CRYING NOW?
DO YOU KNOW HOW HURT I AM?
CAN YOU SERIOUSLY SURVIVE WITHOUT ME?
CAN YOU, REALLY?
CAN YOU ACTUALLY LOOK ME IN THE EYES, TELL ME THAT LIKE YOU MEAN IT?
CAN YOU STOP MAKING ME FEEL LIKE SHIT?

stop, just stop!!! i cant take this anymore i swear. i needed you to be there.
i have SO many things to tell you. you dont listen. you wont. you wont listen to me.
do you know whats going on in my life? no, you dont.
you dont even tell me everything now. do you know that whenever you talk to me about something, and then you say "oh no i havent told you that", I FEEL SO GODDAMN WORTHLESS.
i always had you. ive always wanted you to be there. i want you to be there. i still need you to be there.

AND WHO THE FUCK TOLD YOU THAT SOMEONE HAS TAKEN OVER YOUR SPOT? nobody fucking has. quit blaming me. YOU DONT KNOW HOW I FEEL.

i remember, early last year, this was your exact words when i needed a shoulder to cry on.
"You dont have to worry about anything .
Cause YOU KNOW RIGHHHT !
I am ALWAYS here for you 24/7 !
I WILL BE YOUR SHOULDER TO CRY ON ALRIGHTYYY !
Ouhh , andand dont sadsad kaay .
ELAINA masih di sini ya .
Selalu disisimu . Selalu meng-guide-mu . HAHA !
CAUSE YOU'RE THE BEST OF ALL THE BESTS IN THE BEST UNIVERSE ! :DDDD
I know you well .
You may ACT you're happy and okay about it when actually you are not !
I KNOW YOU VERYVERYVERY EXTREMELY TO THE POWER OF INFINITY AND BEYOND PEHH KNOW !"

yes that was your exact words. look at how so much has changed. i miss those.
i dont like us fighting. no, not at all.
please just talk to me.

goodnight :) i am seriously crying myself to sleep. i feel so horrible.
but just so you know ive been enjoying my time with aslam and that tomorrow, the 23rd, is our first month.
i doubt youll wish me.
i also need to tell you something about aqil but lets just leave that to later.
otherwise, have a good sleep. and number one, youll never be replaced. i promise you that.
i love you xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

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Hi back.

All I can say is I'm sorry. And I love you very much. And I still dislike your boyf. But I'll try to be nice.
Its not that I cant not blog about it. I had to. Because I told you about this before but you didnt listen.
I complained to you, about spending too much time with him. But yeah. You didnt listen. Cant blame ya.
You're a tough cookie. But still. You didnt listen. You should try to once in awhile. Not only mine.
But other too. Like you know who. Yeahp. She's been through hell too. So yeah.
I'll tell you more when we meet okay.

It would feel abit awkward after this but we'll get through it. Together. Like we always did. TOGETHER.
Only th two of us. And I love you. Like I always did. And I always will. ♥

For th both of you.

2010-11-20T18:52:00.000+08:00

Pissed off. Wtf is wrong with you? I have no one? Who th fuck told you that? I have my other friends if you didnt know I had them. -.- How can you fucking say I have no one. Wtf. Dont think that I see her OFTEN okay. I dont. We went to KL a week before okay. And I didnt see her after that. She met you that week. Why cant I just steal her from you for just ONE FUCKING DAY? It's just a DAY. Not as if I'm gonna take her for eternity. Like hello? No, I dont see her 5 to 7 days a week. Please ah eyh. Dont be too much. You see her almost everyday. So now I spoil your week. What about you spoiling my cousin? Sial ah! Kau sape sia nak panggil aku #2. Kau mane nye besar siul nak amek tempat aku dalam hidup die. I know he's your fuckin boyf. But hello, I'm your fuckin cousin. Why must you prioritize him? He's not forever. No offence ah. But nothing lasts forever.

I asked you out for that one fuckin day you said you were gg out. Okay fine, but I said if you're gg out with him, go out tmrw instead ah. You can see him then what. Not like you're never gonna see him ever again right. And because we're gg JB you said your passport was with ibu at work. Tak pasal. Papa can just drive by and take it what. Then you said you're gg out. And so I said, every single day you go out with him. Tak jelak per. So when's my turn? Then you said you're not gg out with him. Kay fine ah. But that night Mu'az chatted with me and he told me he saw you and him together. Like wtf? So now you're lying to me. And so much for "no one deserved to be lied to". Fuck you. So now it's my fault that things are getting hard to work out. Baiiikkkkkk!

Have I ever neglect you when I was with Hafiz? Have I ever? Did I not invite you out when I went out with him? I even asked you to ajak Azura. Did I ever said NO when you wanted to tag along? Have I? I doubt so. When I was with Hafiz, I did not neglect you. I even replied to your texts, every single one of them. And do you do that to me? No. I went to your school to meet you and stuff. With Hafiz yknw. When I was with Hafiz, and you asked me out, have I ever rejected you and said I wanna go out with Hafiz? I dont think so. Oh and did I ever say that I needed PRIVACY when you asked me out and i rejected you with that excuse? No. When we went out together and stuff, me and him sent you home and all. He treated you like you're his own cousin. We never neglect you. We did stuff together. Th three of us. And this is what I get after you went with him. Im not blaming him or anyth but I just dont like how you could even act this way towards me. After all I've done for you. I feel so hurt. And just dont think Imma help you out on this stuff aye. Your problem is your own. Dont pull me into it. Goodluck.

I know you love her. I love her too. But I need my time with her too. It cant always be you. She loves you alot. I know. But when she ditch me for you, it hurts me so bad I feel like punching you in th face. I swear. And when you said all that on your blog, I was pissed. Like how could you even say that. I had no one, I spoiled your week, I didnt spare th time you both wanted. Have I not given you guys more than enough privacy alr? I didnt complain about anyth when I went out with you guys. You guys wanna do whtvr, that's your problem. I dont care. But seriously ah, teaching her to ditch me for you and stuff, is low. For your standard, it's fuckin low.

I have got nothing else to say to th both of you. After reading this and you still wanna act how you act, then I can do nothing else. Have a happy life together. May you last very long. Sayonara bitches!

~~xoxo~~
'EllyEm

2010-11-17T21:46:00.000+08:00

Blog seem so dead ey. Hahha. Sorry for not updating. Lazy and been busy and sometimes I forgot. Hahah. But itsokay so here I am updatin. Woo~ Hahha. Loads of things happened yeah. Yeaaah. Always does ah. Some people are just out there playing with my feelings. You're playing a game that nobody like except th both of you. Piss off okay? Yeah. And you, wtf? You wanna run back to her can. I dont mind. atleast have th courtesy to tell me ah. Like thanks ah. And yeah I know, no communication what so ever. Fuck it okay. Gave you a chance before this and you screw it up. No more chances. Yeah, I loooooove people whose name starts with A. And I love my A. A, A,A,A, AAAAA~ :D AN to be exact. Hate you much? Yeah. Both of you. Im not gonna play your games anymore. Such a waste of my time. (:

So yes, this hols have been so boring. But people have been coming over to my crib and hanging out. Lalala~ Tmrw Baby, Syirah, Afad and Amalina coming. Hopefully it would be great yeah! :D Especially my babyloves are there ;) Maybe I shall ask my AN to come too. Only if he's free. I think he is? I think not. Oh nvm, ask him later. Hehehe! (: Elly player ah! Can never live with just one right! YEAHPYEAHP! :D No. Start being faithful okay Elly. ;)

Facebook Profile Picture changed to abi's photo because of a dare. Shitzxzx. For 3 days! And another 3 days Shafie's photo. Oh, life is a living hell! Hahaha. No laa. Oh yeah, name changed too. From 'Elly Em to 'Elly ShittySlut. Nice ey! Hahha. Slut seyh! :D Whtvr laaaa. Been so bored. So yeah. (:

KL trip was okay. Hahahha! We saw NigaHiga's twinn. Haha! Damn funny. Got on rides. Wooo~ DNA mixer was fun. Haha. But after that, shoulders, back, everywhere hurts like heeeelllll. Hahhaa. But it was worth it. Oh yeaah! Otw back from KL to Singapore, Eiliyah shit! Damn smelly. Nayli and myself went thru hell! Hahaahhahaha. Shit all over th place. Lol. Not really all over th place but yeah. You get what I mean. Hhaha. Was fun la. Hehe (:

I love talking to this girl. Vinetta Koh Peimin <3 Woo~ Sisters yeah. We had our heart2heart not long ago. Finally feels good when I got some things off my chest. Had fun while it lasted. She came over last week. Spend alot of time together. Camwhored alot. Damn crazy! Hahhaha. :D But yeah. Iloveher <3

See you when I see you.

xoxo

'EllyEm

For you.

2010-11-03T14:11:00.000+08:00

Floating Off The Ground Lyrics

sundays don't come so easily
waiting for monday to come and so
but i keep running on low
it's not like i'm running on empty
it just seems to be when you leave me i feel so alone
and i don't wanna waste another moment when you look into my eyes
(look into my eyes)
and i can't wait to spend another moment waiting for the surprise

i'm never gonna leave
don't wanna leave it all behind
and i don't wanna look down
baby cos this defines living
i've never been so high
i feel like we can go anywhere
cos it feels like i'm walking on air
must of made a reservation with the clouds
you got me floating off the ground (oh)
you got me floating off the ground

willing to stand out in the freezing cold for you
you would be the only one wearing my coat
if only know why, we try to stay alive and thrive on love and what we make of life
(ooh right now)
and i don't wanna waste another moment when you look into my eyes
(look into my eyes)
and i can't wait to spend another moment living for the surprise

i'm never gonna leave
don't wanna leave it all behind
and i don't wanna look down
baby cos this defines living
i've never been so high
i feel like we can go anywhere
cos it feels like i'm walking on air
must of made a reservation with the clouds
you got me floating off the ground
you got me floating off the ground (oh oh oh)

can't stand this waiting stages
you're a away, i'm home
i'm gone, you're home
we fall in love in phases
each one gets stronger every time we fall
can't stand this waiting stages
you're a away, i'm home
i'm gone, you're home
we fall in love in phases
each one gets stronger every time we fall

i'm never gonna leave
don't wanna leave it all behind
and i don't wanna look down
baby cos this defines living
i've never been so high
i feel like we can go anywhere
cos it feels like i'm walking on air
must of made a reservation with the clouds
you got me floating off the ground

i'm never gonna leave
don't wanna leave it all behind
and i don't wanna look down
baby cos this defines living
i've never been so high
i feel like we can go anywhere
cos it feels like i'm walking on air
must of made a reservation with the clouds
you got me floating off the ground

See you when I see you eyy. Take care.

xoxo

'EllyEm

YAAAAHHHH! :D

2010-11-03T00:19:00.000+08:00

Sexyy. Hee.

Okay. Idk what to day actually. Hmm.. Today was abit weird. Heh. Really. 021110. Hmm. Very weird. I shall remember this date yeah. (: So, yeah. Idk what to say. Currently listening to, You Say - Elliot Yamin. Chatting to someone. He's prolly reading my blog right now. And soon after he'll comment. I mean he'll wanna talk things out wimme. I think? So far he aint saying anyth yet. So maybe he wont? Idk lei. Yeahp. Nothing. Hehe. Okay now.

Since I'm having my period, I WANNA DO MY NAILS! And I just love ze patternz on ze nailz up there in zat picturee. Oooo.. Fabulous! Hahha. Oh maybe this,

Ooo.. I love zeees. Hahaha! Okay stop it Elly.

I'VE HURT YOU AGAIN DIDNT I? SEE. I HATE TO SAY THIS BUT, I TOLD YOU SO. YES I KNOW IT'S ME BUT STILL. I TOOOLLLLDDDDD YYYYOOOOOUUUU SSOOOOOO! So yeah. Just saying. Keep laughin. :D

Lalalalalalalalaalalalala~ Aye Nayli, remember when we went out for Child's Eye movie? And you were all stickyy with Boyfie? And what did I say? F.A right? Heeh. I told you so. Forever alonnneeeee. Have to live alone yeah. Independent. I've been to dependent on people lately. So I shall start being independent yeaahh! Woo~ It's not too late right? Yehyehh! :D Alrighty now. Gotta go! I'm finally happy again. Thankyou Nayli! Love you truckloads okay <3 See you when I see you.

xoxo

'EllyEm

formspring.me

2010-11-02T23:06:00.001+08:00

Ask me anything http://formspring.me/ellymikazuki

2010-11-02T03:11:00.001+08:00

Hehe. I was looking through my albums on Facebook and I saw this. Hahah. Sucha shitty face. LOL (: Currently chatting with Lady's Ahbeng. Haha. His nameeee. Nyaya! Keep saying Nyeet. Annoys me. Chatting about him praying for me to find Mr. Right. Haha. Like that is ever gonna happen. I mean me finding Mr. Right. Speaking of Mr. Right, when are you gonna walk into my life huh? What's taking you so long? What's stopping you? Hehehe. Okayy. Shh.

Ohmy. Do you know how much I miss you. Do you know how much I miss talking to you? Do you know how much I miss sharing my experiences with you? Do you know how much I miss talking about my day with you? Do you know how much I miss telling you how much I miss you? Do you know how much I miss you telling me how you waited for me? Do you know how much I miss all these things? Do you? Do you know that I realised this when I watched this particular movie where this boy and this girl believed in fate and destiny and they got seperated because one lied to th other and they tested destiny and destiny is testing them. But they found each other three years later, right before one of them got married to someone else. They say it was fate. Like how we're fated to be each other's bestfriend and soulmate. I just miss you. I just think you're not making an effort. Build up your courage and just talk to me. Even if I will or will not ignore you or give you th cold shoulder, just do it. I may not show it but I want you to on th inside. I dont want us to be strangers. I want you back. Back where I needed you when I'm in need. Back where I know I can turn to whenever I'm lost. Back where I can cry on your shoulder. Back in my life. Back where you were suppose to be.

BGEY;
I know you have alot of problems in your life right now. And one if it is me. So I wanna lighten up that chunk of load off of you. I dont wanna cause anymore problems which you alr have. I dont want you to feel pressurized. I dont wanna be that extra person. I dont want to be th other one. What wanted to be th one. I wanted to. I dont, now. I understand your position now. And I'm sure it sucks. Pray and hope for th better okay. I dont want to be th one ruining your mood or day everyday. Recently, I've been dg that. Idk what's happening but yeah. Last hope is now no more. Itsokay. I will try not to change okay. I know it's a waste. But yeah. We're friends but we're not talking to each other like how FRIENDS do. Let's start by dg that okay. That's where th change begins. I hope you understand. You have that girl of your dreams in your life. I dont want to be th rebound. I never did. Take care. I hope he doesnt hate you no more. I really do.

I know you're reading this. And I wanna talk to you so badly. But I'm waiting for you to make th first move. Dont take too long or you'll just be too little too late. That's where you'll regret. Talk when you talk to me. See you when I see you. Goodnight and take care.

xoxo
'EllyEm

Jokejoke! Hahhaha.

2010-10-31T23:47:00.000+08:00

Hey you! Yknw, I have readers. But my readers dont tend to tag me. How sad! ): Heheh. TAG HOR. Hee (: Currently texting Azzmeera Jan Khan. Ooohh. Found out she's my cousin. Sucha cute lil thing. Obviousleh. Whose cousin? MINE AH. All my family and relatives all so pretty, handsome, cute, hot, sexy, gorgeous, fabulous, awesome and so manymanymany more! Like duh! Be JELUZ. Hehhe. Okay diam.

I did smthg I dont really do that often - close to never done it -, and a few hours later you just go running off like that. Eyy baik ah! How awesome. I shall never do that again. Hmm.. I sense smthg's not right there. Like it's all a test or smthg. Smthg doesnt feel right. Really. Ohmygod. Not right. This is not righhhtttt. Okay forget it.

Did I ever say here that Imma change? Yeah. I shall not state here tho. I have a string feeling daddy reads my blog. -.-" Go awaaaaaayyy. Dont ever come back. Thankyou. So anyways, yeah. change to smthg you never expect me to be. Woo~ I like.

Ohmygod, gossiping with someone about some girl. Wahlao. So mepek! Cancer? What.Th.Hell. Please. You're not that important for anyone to bother. Hahaha. Sedih eyh kau? Facebook is not a place to step gerek! Show off that you're one minah. Eyh, hello? You're still young. Havent even reach th upper sec level. Please ah. Wanna fight with a boy? WHAT.TH.FUUUUCCCKKKK?! Hahahhaa. What a joke. What a bad effing not really funny joke. Not laughing my ass off because you're a ' big shot '. Laughing because you're just showing people how lame you are, how stupid you are, how your acting sucks cock! Hahahhaaaaa. Ohhmyy. Cancer. HAHAHAHAHAH! Klakar naaah. Op for a day when you have CANCER. Hahahhahahahahaha. Phew! Im tired. Tired of laughing. My god. Okay enough Elly. Enough. Hahaha! Byebye.

Hahahahahaha. People nowadays. Okay now, see you when I see you. I love my lesbian bestfriend! I love my lesbian partner! :D I liikkee! <3<3

xoxo
'EllyEm

Xpose Nite.

2010-10-31T02:04:00.000+08:00

Helloo! Just came back from Xpose Night. Phew! Was so tired. First, I had to wake up really early- okay not that early -But like, so tired! Woke up early to get my new camera ;) I likkkee~ Hehe. Otp with abigail now. Talking about Halloween Party tmrw. I wanna go. I hope I can goooooo! :) Who wanna go wimme? Baby wanna go wimme? Hehehe. Im alr so scared. I wonder what will happen if I went into th museum of horrors or whtvr bullshit. Hehehheheh! Ooooo.. I likkeee~ Hahha. Hero! :D

Xpose Nite was okay lah kan (: Saw Mu'az there and I was like , " Kau rabak sia kaauu. Tinggalkan akuuu. Kau rabak siaaaaaa. " And he was like , " Kau klakar siaaaa. Hahhahaa. " WTF?! Haha. He ahh. He left me siaa. Leave me alone in th class. Tsk. Bradderbroooooo! WHAT HAPPENED TO YOU?! Gonna miss you in class. ): Your lame jokes. You stupid fuck! Hahahhaha. How can I live in that class without your mischievous , foolish , stupid , cunning , very annoying acts. Haha. OHMYGOD. Im gonna die. Why of all people you? Tsk. Better luck next time aye bro! :D Make sure next year you naik! Not turun! Maaak. Wasted siaaa. Urgh. Okay laaah.

HAHAH! Damn ugly lo. -.-There's one more but my face so.. Let's just say it look so chubby. Nyahah~ So anyways, I wanted to say smthg but forget it. Last hope eyy? Haha. Yeahp. Was. I'm changing. Bit by bit. Slowly. Maybe someone can stop me form dg so. (: I'll just see how it goes yeah. I look so fat in th picture. Cheeebaaaiiii. Hahaha. Somebody said, " Both wear white seyyyhh. " Or smthg like that. First of all, I wasnt wearing white. It was gold. -.- Tsk. Secondly, so what if I wore th same as him? Was a coincidence right. Haiyoo. Whtvr laaaa.

Yadeyadeyaaaaaa. Hahahha. Sucha candid picture. So ugly. HAHAHAH! Elly so evil. No lah. Nice lahh. (: Okay. I got nothing else. See you when I see you.

p.s MY TAGBOX SEEMS TO BE DEAD. PLEASE TAG! THANKYOUVERYNICE. :D

xoxo

'EllyEm

YEAH!

2010-10-29T00:15:00.001+08:00

Th picture has to be big. Hahha. I like my face and to make this post look longer. Hahah! I am now texting with my baby! Yeah. Hahah! YOU STARTED IT OKAY. Hahha. Not my fault. But I'm really enjoying myself in this jungle with Tarzan. No. Not you Bie. TARZAN. Hahahhaha! Okay get over it. Im so bored. No lifeeeeee. I got nothing no saayy! Oh, I promoted to sec 4EXPRESS. Im fucking happy baby! Be happy with me! HOLLA~ Yeeeeaaahhhh! Hahha! (:

BLACKBERRY AND NIKON CAMERA VERYVERY SOON. I like! <3

Byebye! See you when I see you!

xoxo

'EllyEm

Some museum

2010-10-26T21:53:00.000+08:00

Finally I have a picture with him that I can post up. REHMAN <3 Hahhaa. Brotherbrother. Love you kays? Haha! My face fvcking chubby sia. Macam fatfat only. Hahaa! I am tho. LOL.

I'm so pissed off. I've been trying to upload th photos up on facebook. Our trip to th whtvr museum with th prostitutes. Muahahahaha ^^ I give up seyh. I upload halfway then th thing stop. Nbcb. I swear sia. Watse my time. I will just upload tmrw. HEHE. Too lazy to wait HALF AN HOUR for it to upload. Itating macam what only. Haha! Okay stop it with your talk Elly. Why th hell are you talking like that. Ohmygod. Heh.

My friend just texted me. And out of nowhere she asked, " Elly are you bisexual? " HAHAHA! What a question. I loikkee. Okay stop it. Hhahaha! Lalalalal~ I want upload some pictures me. Nyehehe~

I look fucking short in th second picture. Holy shiiiitttt. Hahah! Okay lazy upload more. NYEHEHE. Okay bye! See you when I see you babies!

xoxo
'EllyEm

YAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAWNN!

2010-10-25T04:06:00.001+08:00

It's getting kinda late. And he just wanna shakeshakeshakeshakkee! Hahahah! :D Jesse McCartney! I miss his songs! Yadayadayaaaa~ I'm loving th song, START OVER and YOU SAY and SHE'S GONE AGAIN! Wooo! Hahhaaa. I loikee~ Haha. Ohmygod please. Stop talking Elly. Hahahha! Ohmy mama! It's cold tonight. It's cold every night! No. Not true. Some nights are warm. Hehe. I miss sleeping next to Nayli Bee. I feel her warmth when I'm next to her. And I'll just hug her to sleep. Gimme an Awwwww.. Hahaah! That was what I did yesterdaay! (: Aint I sweet? Hehe!

I feel like peeing. Hahah! Later. I'm getting sleepy. Waiting for baby to call back. -.-" Im dying soon. Hahahah. It's SO COLD. My goodness. Blah. Anyways, baby miss me. Hahaha! Waaaaa.. Hahah! Elaina.. Smthgsmthg inaaa.. and into smthg else! Vava..na! Hahahah! Okay. Elly merepek! I swear I wanna pee. Oh yeah, my chest hurts! Due to laughing to hard and lack of oxygen. Heeee. All because of Nafi Adryan's friends commenting on status(s). Killing th guy like what sia! BAAIIIKKKKK! That's their favv word. BAIIIK. Annoying like shit. But funny. I'm just there reading and laughing. LOL. So evil right me? Haha! I know.

If baby doesnt call in 5 to 8 mins time, I'm gonna sleep. SO TIREEEEEEEED. I can die. Hahahah! Oh yeah, just found out someone else fell for me. Holy shiiiitttt! HJ. -.- Okay, time for me to go weeweee! Hahha! See you when I see you! Oh yes, anybody wants a ticket for Xpose Night, please tell me. I have one extra ticket! I dont want it to go to waste tho. (: Alright now. Take care!

xoxo
'EllyEm

A LONG AGO POST. Hahah!

2010-10-25T03:14:00.000+08:00

This is a long ago post that I brought down because SOMEONE didnt like it. But since I dont give a fuck no more and he dont give a fuvk no more. So why not just post it up right? HELL YEAH! :D So if what I said is kinda old-ish, not my fault. Hehehe! :D

I'm so glad EOY is finally over! :D And finally after two or three weeks of not surfing th net, I got to! :D So anyways, loads of things happened. But yeaaah. Whtvr. Usually after th end of my paper I'll go to McD to meet my baby and my sisters ;) and some other friends. We studied for our upcoming papers. Was an awesome experience. Because never in my 2 years in BTS have my group of friends did this. It's not like we study then put it aside. It's reallyreally study. There's this one day, I didnt get to study but turns out I was th one who had to answer to their questions and teaching them how to solve th questions. I'm sorry to those who asked and I didnt know how to do. Hehhe. I'm a little suckish at that. But I did learn a few stuff that day. (: Few days after that we went somewhere else. Opp McD. More spacious for that big group of ours. Studied blahblahh. Recently, smthg bad happened. Dont want to elaborate much. But yeah. Trust is a very sensitive thing. Once you lost that trust from someone, it's quite hard to gain it back. Everyth takes time. You have to prove to that person that you really want to gain that trust back. I know. Because , been there. Done that. Over that. But it's a tough job. I may not be th same as I was before. Maybe a wee bit more sensitive than before. My attitude towards you guys may not be th same. Just takes time alright? To th guy who took it, FUCK YOU. Dont be such a coward. Oh and one more thing, Stop talking COCK. No one is buying it. Just shut th fuck up okay. Thanks. Oh yesyes, one last thing, stop acting like one big fuck, talk big, but cock small okay! Still can say I dont dare. Eyy, meh slope! You are one major asshole. I know. Welcome. (:

BGEY & OJH ;
You guys know that you dont have to lie for me to do anyth right. You can talk it out with me like any other problem. It's no big deal. What I cant accept is that you guys lied to me. I knew - I BELIEVED that it wasnt th both of you. Really, I did. I cant accept what you gave me. So yeahh. Now you guys know that whtvr th problem is, you dont have to lie. Okay. (:

BillyGohEngYung ;
Hi. Heh. Alot of things to say to you. But I'm feeling so weird. Haha. Feel so paiseyh. Hahhaa! Okay shh. Anyways, small fights here and there. But we got through it. (: Yay us! Hahaaa. I still dont like th both of them. Haha. I'm not jealous. I just dont like. Like how she doesnt like th other one. Geddit? Haha. As we know, confessions has been made. Let's just try not to hurt each other's feelings okay? (: You know how jealous I can get. Haha! And how angry I can get. YOU KNOW. Does your arm still hurts? I'm so sorry. Hehe. On th 8th , we got injured. Hahah! Like I said, itsokay. Because smthg new was given to me! Hahha! Yay me! Next is you okay? Dont worry. You'll have your chance (: How awesome ;) hahha. And on that day too we made up. From th small fights we had. Haha. Jealousy kills people. It does. So anyways, I wanna talk about smthg else. Do you know that sometimes you turn from being a major jerk to a sweetheart just like that*snap fingers*? Do you? I swear. It's like so ohmygod. You say smthg bad then th last thing you said was like, I cant bear to see you like this anymore. When I was reading I was like, JERRRRRR-awwwwww.. Hahhaa! Jerk to sweetheart. Really. I dont understand you. Haha. Sucha player ah you. 3! Maybe more. Ohmygod. Player! Okay moving on. I hate your smooth hair! Like a bitch! Haha. I hate it. No, I'm just jealous. But mine also smooth. Confirm you'll go, " Mine natural, not like someone who has to go for treatment. " Hahha! Idiot ah you. Go die. Next time tie your hair very high. (: Okay? Hehheee. You wanna know secret not? Want anoooot? Actually right, all these while I keep denying that imissyou right. Actually right, imissyou! Hahaha! Stop smiling to yourself now. Haha! Prasan sia! Hahaha! Okay. Getting very long ah. I'll stop here okay. Next time I post more. If have anyth esle ah. Hahha. Goodnight, candy dreams, sleep tight, takecare. OH yeah, i forgot. I ? You.

NafiAdryan;
What happened to you? I dont understand. You keep vomiting words into my mouth. Wanna split? Then say so. All you have to do is just open your mouth and say. But when it comes out, dont make it sound like I'm th one okay? I really dont understand th situation. I put my guard down and you attack me. Wth do you want actually? Attention? Havent I given you enough? You're th one not giving me attention. So please. I'm sick of it. Eventho it started only for over a month or so. But I just cant seem to handle it. It's too much. Like what you said on FB, Goodbye, hope not to see you again. And thankyou. AWESOME EYY! Good job. Your choice. Not mine. Sayonara biatch! :D

AfanDanish;
Miss me much? HAHAHAHAHAH! Prove it lah Binafan! Haha! Btol nye legong ahh! Heeeee. Its all effort baby! Hahah! Idiot. Binafan! Ohmygod. Binafan! Haha. I like to say Binafan! hi binafan! Haha! Okay da! Bye. Your kunji plastic! Hahah! Bye Binafan! :D xoxo

Note: Excuse me if some of my spellings are fvcked up. Type to fast. TEEHEE :D
; xoxo
'EllyEm

HAAAAAAAAAAAA :D

2010-10-23T19:31:00.000+08:00

Heyyy! slept over at Nayli's yesterday. Went home around 12 ish gg one. Holla! Around 12ish Bie called right. Like I said in th previous post. Haha! We were otp till about 330? I think. We played a game. Haha! What's your name? Haha! i changed my name to Bee. If you're th Bee then I'll be th BeeHive and you can come in me everytime. HAHAHAHAHHAHA! Wtf righhhtttt? I was actually thinking about th Queen Bee. But then.. Haha! Another one, I change my name to BubbleTea. If you're BubbleTea, I'll be th straw that pokes you! And someone will suck me to suck you up. Hahahah! So funny lah! I was laughing ALL NIGHHHTTTT. Hahaa. Biiiii......llyyyy. HAHAHAH! Damn annoying lah me. I was so hyper. Super crazy! Only Nayli knows how hyper and crazy I can get! Hahah! Okay now i'm super bored. I wanna webcaaaam! byebyee! :D See you when I see youu!

xoxo
'EllyEm

movie night! :D

2010-10-23T01:26:00.000+08:00

Went out with love todaayy! Was awesome. Watched Child's Eye. Scary or whaat. Like shocking siiaaaaaaa! But was fun. Otp with BGEY now. Talking about shits. Hahaha! Wear bikini, okay I want come I want comeee. HAHAHAH! Idiot ah youu. Superman ahh? My ass! Hahahah! Blaahhhhblaaaaahhhh! Anyways, while waiting for th show to start, we had dinner. Th show starts at 940. At dinner at Qiji. Then to open plaza and sat, talked, sang, and stuff. Th movie waaaaassssss shhoockkkinnngggg. It's in 3D and th thing came out like that I got shocked. I was lke hugging myself since Nayli was hugging someone else. -.- I scared siaaaa. HAHAAH! Okay. Billy is a pig! Hahhaha! Okay. Byeeeeee! See you when I see you! :D

xoxo
'EllyEm

I'm sorry, Goodbye.

2010-10-22T00:56:00.001+08:00

Can it be any largerrrrrrrrrrrr?! Ohmygooood. Im dying here. Okay let's not make it long okay. Okay.

Let me just start off with th quotes or phrases or sentences or texts or confessions or whtvr that you have given me not too long ago. Those that I would never forget. I <3 Kindergarten.

; Nur Elaina, somehow. I feel like you're like the moon and i'm like the sun. Although we're very much of a distance right now. I do believe in Eclipses and they do happen once in a while. When they do happen, it's like how our love glows like that out standing shine from the ecplise.

; Let's take it back to when we were kids from th kindergarten. I wished, i was in the same child care with you. Because i could kiss you infront of your parents while they laugh at us being cute.

; Somehow, dreams dont come true. Most dreams dont, but i believe that when i kissed you in my dream. You could feel it, becaused you texted me the next morning.

; I love goodnights better than goodmornings, because when i say goodnight i know you're the last thing i'm thinking about but when i say goodmorning, i know there is a long day ahead.

; If you're hurt, I'll be with you while you heal that wound. If you're sick, I'll take care of you. If you're mine, I'll be the luckiest person.

; If birds can chirp and make a song when they are in love, I can sing to you while you sleep.

; I love it when you sleep and when i'm next to you because when you're awake, i'm afraid that i might make you jealous or you might make me.

; I hate people who steal your heart away because when it's gone, i would kill my myself to get your heart back.

; When a guy loves a girl, he would tell her everything he loves about her. When a girl loves a guy, she would always smile at him. So when you put it together, i can whine to you all day while you smile at me.

; Isn't it funny how somethings in life are like the movies? It's because the directors and the film makers have been heart broken as well. Just like how i am in sad films.

; If you're going to stand all day, I would stand with you because i might not know when i can do it again.

; When we're in the bus and i'm tired to death, i would not sleep because i dont wanna spend my time with you without a conversation!

; Like, it's th first time a girl come up to me. Ask me to hold on, tell me she's sorry and tear.

; I dont wanna ruin everything we have now.

; Elaina, you know what? Everyone say that time heals a wound but for me, now it's like th longer th time th further we drift apart. In this instance, how I wish I could ask god to rewind time and play it slowly, for us to make a change. It had to be over within a couple minutes for us. How sad :(

; Dream big, dream with one that make you feel comforted by. Always remember that erasing someone from your life is not as simple as walking out th door.

; Th best thing a person can do is be frank. And when you cant control your emotions it means smthg not nothing. So it's alright. You know I'll still be here right? :)

; One of th reasons why I'm sad is because I didnt realize how much you cared for me but now when you're almost giving up on me I understand how much you do.

; I just want you to know that you're not just Nur Elaina. You were once mine and still as important to me.

; You break my heart. Just wondering why we never had th chance to be together.

; Hey you must always remember. I'm still here.

There's more where that came from. Yes, I kept those. If you want to know, most of my saved messages comes from you. All th sweet ones. Th fights we had. It's all here. But after what happened, I dont think you still mean these things you said anymore.. You gave up on me. Will you still be there like you said you would? I know that all this happened because of me. Jealousy make people do crazy things. It can drive someone insane. I know. That is why it's my fault. I should've known when to stop. I should've known that you would be this way if I acted like that. I know. I'm afraid to talk to you know. Because when I did just now, you just seem not to care. I cant sense any sign of care from th way you replied me. Maybe I deserved it. Maybe not. Retribution? Idk. I just dont want this to continue. Clearly, both of us aren't happy being like this. Please dont deny. I feel so lost without you. You have been there for my entire secondary life. You're my life. And now you're just gonna walk out of it? I want to do smthg. I really do. But I dont know what. And I cant. Because I dont know how. If only you were right here. If you walk away, I would go after you, stop you. Then I'll hug you, never letting you go. No matter how big or strong you are, I will not let you go. I promised you one thing. I promised I would wait didnt I? I really dont want to break that promise and leave. Because now you're forcing me to. You're pushing me away. You're just hurting me now aren't you. With your pm(s), facebook status and all. Now I'm really outta your life. Wow. Okay. I didnt know that I hurt you that bad. I'm sorry. Sorry for all th things I did that made you give up, that made you fvcked up, that made you jealous, that made you sad, that made you feel like crying, that made you cry. Sorry for everything. I would like take back all th things I said to you. Everything. Because I dont want you to remember all th memories we shared. That will make it very complicated. After reading this, I dont want you to do anyth. I just want you to know how I feel. And I want you to know that I'm really trying to move on. Since you, obviously, alr have. Moved on. I'm gonna totally get you out. Have a happy relationship. Last long. Dont regret anyth you do in life okay? Live a happy life. We're officially over aye' Oh, I take back my words of wanting to start over. Because it's just a waste of my time, effort, love and it will just hurt me more. I'm letting go. So yeah. See you when I see you. Take care.

xoxo

Yours Truly.

Happy birthday bbg!

2010-10-22T00:02:00.000+08:00

Went to Babygirl's Birthday Party over at her house yesterday. Wee ~ Camwhored like hell! Heehh. Had fun. Got abit pissed off about some stuff. But was okay after that. ;) But th pictures Bbg uploaded was so unglaaaaaaaaam. Bad day bad dayy. Bad hair day. Bad face day. Heh. I forgot to wear purpleee. Was in a hurry and I just took th nearest thing close to me. ): So anyways, yeah. Stayed till about 730. Was there when Bbg got CREAAAMED. Teehee :D I got some cream on me too. Jenisa very evil! Hahaha! (: I enjoyed while I was there. So dont worry if I didnt okay Bbg? Love you manymanyy! <3

See you when I see you.

xoxo
'EllyEm

Tralala~

2010-10-15T16:52:00.000+08:00

I had to watch The Killers once more to realise how HOT he freaking is! Hominahominaaaaa~! Hahaha. Ohmygod. Superduper hotttttttt. Okay. shhhh! hahahhaa.

Hi all! Hehe! Yes. I adore Ashton Kutcher. But I still love my Drew Ryan Scott okay? Hehehe! (: Anyways, Im at Granny's. Cooped up at home. Knn. Fvcked up shit. Cant even leave th house. -.-" _|_ Been home for th past TWO FVCKING days and yet I cant go out. Wtf right? Tell me how unfair it is. -.- No. Dont tell me. Sort siaaaaaaaaaaaaaa! Not even for a few hours. Helloh? Like as if Im not coming back. My god. And when I runaway from home, you just dont give a fvck. Yeah. I remember. -.- Whtvr lahhhh!

Yeh. I miss your hugs. Teeheeeeee :D Smthg new smthg new. Miss it. Ohmygosshhhhh. Yadedadedaaa. Hi. Heh. Imissyou. Hehehe. Speaking of missing, alot of people miss me! (: Rehman misses me! Haha! That's new. Haha. I hate missing people. It always make me so impatient. Like I wanna meet that person yknw. Hate that feeling. But what to do? Heee (:

Okay. I see when I see you alright. And I cant wait to see you! Because imissyousofvckingmuch. Oh and NumberOne, please come by. Imissyouthmost! <3

; xoxo
'EllyEm

2010-10-14T22:05:00.000+08:00

Found this somewhere. Haha. bored to th coreee. Answered some questions on Fb social interview. LOL. Nothing better to do what. Tsk. My blog seem so dead. Maybe because it was. Haha. I'll try to update more okay? Ohmygod. What if no one's reading?! That would be so sad. ): Hehehe! What only Elly. Okay bye. Wanna chat with Terence. People talk to me! Ask me anyth! Haha. Okay byeeeee. See you when I see you.

; xoxo
'EllyEm

BOREEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEED -.-

2010-10-14T03:17:00.000+08:00

Entertaining myself by looking through all thesee. Okay. Bored. -.-

I'm otp with Babygirl and Hubby. So boringgggggggggggggggg. It's like silence filled th air. ehhh. Mepek! Hahhaa! Im so bored. Ooo.. Talking about school. ITS OVER. Yay us. Sick of school alr. My gooossshhh. Okay I feel so sleeeepppppyyyy. Im gonna diiiieeeeeeeee. My goooooodddddd. *yawn* Lalalalalalalalalalallalalalalalallaa~ bitch Im tired, sleepy, bored. Okay bye! Hahah! :D

; xoxo
'EllyEm

2010-10-14T00:54:00.002+08:00

Ooohh. Nathaniel likeeeeeeeeyy. Hahah! Im just joking. Dont angry kay? Thats for you. Flasher! :D

2010-10-13T12:55:00.000+08:00

Past few weeks have been hectic. Dont wanna elaborate. Since I'm just too lazy. So anyways, I just wanna say,
Sorry ; to someone I hurt unintentionally. I didnt mean it. Im sorry. ):
Imissyou ; to th same person and also soneome else. No name stated please. :)
Thankyou ; to everyone that has been there for me. Iloveyou <3
Fuck Off ; to th fucker who is a coward and likes to talk cock! Holla to you bitch! :D

Okay! I'm out. See you when I see you.

;xoxo
'EllyEm

-.-

2010-09-29T16:40:00.000+08:00

We look so cute right? Hehehe! So anyways, Hari Raya is almost over. But we're still jalan-ing. -.-" EOY starts tmrw. Holy shmokes! Im gonna dieeeeeeee. Hopefully I can pass most or maybe all th subjects. (: Insya'allah. Amin. Currently at Denka's house. Revising all th english stuffs. Compo, compre, cloze passage. OHMYGOD!

Why must you be so fvck up? My god. I'm not bothered to entertain you any longer. You can do your own thing. I wont give a damn. For th record, you're girlf a bitch. Her attitude is so not needed here. Both of you can go fvck yourselves. I didnt do anyth to you, you dont do anyth to me okay bitch? -.-

Gotta study now. Goodluck to everyone who are taking your EOY or O/N levels soon! :D See you when I see you.

; xoxo
'EllyEm

:D

2010-09-13T00:53:00.000+08:00

WOOOH. So hugee! hahah!

A short one. HARI RAYA IS AWESSOOOOOOMMMMMEEEEE! :D

Bye! I <3 you. See you when i see you!

;EllyEm.

Memories!

2010-09-04T16:15:00.000+08:00

I just saved tons of pictures from facebook just for this post. Gotta pick one out later. Hahha. I was looking through my photos. I kinda miss my blonde and long hair. ): Like this one. Seee. OH WAIT. Maybe I should do that. Okay I know what to do. So anyways, look. I miss this haiiiirrrr~

Nice rightttttttt?~

Really miss that hair. Oh damn. I remember th time we went to th airport to send off Nayli to Cairo. Which she didnt ask me along. Slut. And we camwhored like heeeelllllllll! I miss Abang Fahrul. I camwhored with him after Nayli left. Haha. Busted ey. Haha.

Ooooo.. I miss that hairband too. I wonder where it is. Is it at your place Nayli? GIVE IT BAAAAAAACKK. Its so cute. Like so.. Ribbonnyy. Haha. Yes. Okay what else do I remember. Hmm.. Ohh. English lesson was in th library. A group of us cluster at th corner. And camwhored. Usually its always, Abigail and me. She took candid pictures of me. We tried to get a group photo but it didnt turn out so well. Hahaha!

This was once my display picture on FB right? I think so. yes. Haha. Miss Teh caught us camwhoring so we sat somewhere else and camwhored again. Haha. So cheeky. When was this? This year? Last year? If Im not wrong this was this year. Coz of this photo.

Was taken on th same day. When we shifted somewhere else. Hahhaa. Oooooo.. I like my watch ;) I have a collection. Haha! Okay now what else what else? OH YEAH. Marina Barrage! Remember? 3E1? For th maths thingyy. Haha. Camwhored agaaaaiiinnnn. Oh yes. One of th nice candids taken.

Can see my hair colouuuuuuuurrrrr! I likeee ~ And yes I do miss my long hair and yes I know its nicer. Cheyy~ Hahha. Now colour is still there but shorter and not really nice. But I make do of it. ;) Then now WORK ATTACHMENT~ Hahaha. Funny moments and awesome moments. One of my favourite photos ever.

I soooo love this picture. SUNSUNNNNN! I love th sun! I swear ! :D This was th second day? I think. Had loads of fun on th first day. Not really bad for th other four days. ;) Camwhored in th office. Haha. Jokes all over. Must I repeat everything? Wanna know? Read back on my posts (: Moving on.. Uhm, BYD! Be yourself Day. Th whole class wore BLUE. Except for a few shananigans. -.- Camwhored in class and stuffs like that. Awesomeeee (:

Another photo with Abigail. Hahah! Its always with her. Coolios~ Haha. It was fun that day. But if I'm not wrong we sent Bryan Phan off to Hawaii. Awwww.. So sad. Got many hugs and a kiss ;) Hollaaaa~ Hahha. Goodbye hugs and kiss. Haha. What elseeee? Recently, Teachers' Day. Hahahhah! What an awesome day!

Awesome because Vinetta and myself camwhored like fuuuvvvvkkkkkkk! Hahah. Got a picture with hubby ;) Went back to Primary school and got a hug from Mdm Dewi and SUNNY NG! Hahha. Woooooh~ Oh yes not to forget, BALLOOOOOONNNNSSSSS! Manymany balloonns. Haha. Went back home to grandma's and cameroid with Nayli Bee :D

Such an unglam picture. But itsokay! Nobody's purrrfect! :D My hair was like so spiky in those photos. Hahah! Took th distort photos. DAMN FUNNY but didnt save them. Coz toooo unglam. Haha. OH YEAHHH! My aunt's birthday! Yes. Haha! Kak Ili bought a new flash thingy just for that event. Haha. Sanggup. But its useful lah.

Nice right th lighting. Haha. Ingnore th fugly face. Haha. We were taking candid photos. And dont ask me why I tied up my hair like that. I dont remember. Hahah. But it was funn. Oh yeahh. NDP. Camwhored with Buten. Outfit was chosen by her. And even makeup. Haha.

Th quality not so good coz her phone suck. Hahhaha! Oh well. Come one what else? OH YEAAHHHH! Study dates! Oh yes. Hahhaa. Awesome study dates memories. ;)

Muke taikk siaa! Hahahha! My face like shit sia. Wahlaaaaaoo. Hahah! Damn annoying. Haha! Okay da. What else? Wait lemme see my facebook photo albums. Hha! Cheat sket. Oh. Th day I first met Humairah! :D

Oh yes. Memories only you and I'll remember :D TEEHEE. Okay enough lah. Haha. So many pictures alr.

Okay. Not for th long but not so long part about hubby, BillyGohEngYung. Hah! He forced me to talk about him. So tatawu maluu. Hahha.

Dear BillyGohEngYung,

You have been a pain in my ass for almost a month alr. But itsokay. I'm a pain in your ass too. :) But still, you have been very good to me. Haha! You have been there for me through th happy times like th time when we are happy ( i really forgot what i wanted to say ). Haha. And also th sad times when I cried because you know what. Dont say it out because I dowan everyone to know. You cheered me up when I was reallyreally down. You made me BlackPepperChicken. Very nice ;) Next is BlackPepperPrawn hooor :D Hehhe. Still got a long way to go okay? I will post more about you in my next post. Now my dad alr bugging me to go home. Hehe. Eyy, dont divorce me okay? Haha! Like how we use to say, meluvedieyou<3 Hahah!

xoxo

EllyEm'

WOOO~

2010-08-31T19:33:00.000+08:00

My babygirls <3

Sorry for not updating much. Been uber busy with stuffs. Oh yes. I was sick like heeeeeeeell for FOUR friking days!! Pity right? Exactly laaaah. Heheh. Still sick tho. Stuck with flu and cough. Went to th clinics again yesterday. Like WOAH! I got so many pills! My god. Everytime I wanna get sick I'll think of th many pills I have to take. My goodness. From flu pill to antibiotics to denzen. My gooooosh~ Tabuley angkat! Hahha. So anyways, Teacher's Day celebration was a blast. Me and Vinetta camwhored like we never did. Spamm Abigail's camera. Hahha! But mostly was vinetta's face. Hahaa. She evil what. Heee~ Cute photos too. Took loads. Wanna see? Go FB and see. Too many to upload here. And th upload thingy suckkkk! Hahha!

Finally got an unglam picture of us. Hahhaha!

Happy nooooooowwww?! Scold me for not updating. Sluuuuut. Hhaa! And happy now got our picture thereee? Hahahha! You becoming more evil hor these days. Tsktsk. Eyh, I just realised, YOU GOT DIMPLE UH? So unfair. I want. Can I have yours? Haha! So annoying sia Elly. Oh BALLLOOOOONNNSSSSSS!~ I find this picture very unglam. It is lah. but like so.. Unglam. Hahah! Th background spoil th whole thing. Chicken! -.-" Okay. I updated. Dont scold me alr hor. You want , you go update yourself. Sometimes I lazy. Haha. Okay bye husband! <3

And I'm done! Hands, fingers, wrist aching due to tagging people for Abigail on FB on th TDC. Hehee. Okay bye. See you when I see you ;)

; xoxo

EllyEm.

HAHAHAHAH!

2010-08-22T23:19:00.000+08:00

Heyaaa! Hahah. Expensive. Yes. I know that. Heh. So anyways, I'm so pissed off with BGEY. Coz again, no THREE FRIKIN times slept otp. SLUUUUUUT! Tell me who not angry if th person you're otp to sleeps halfway. My god. Slutslutttt!!!!! Urghh~ Kay shut up.

WHAT TH HELL IS WITH TH MATCH TONIGHT?! Th players are like faking it. My god. What are they tryna do? Waste time? It's one after another. Injured. Injured. And again, injured. HELLOHHHH? You call yourself a guy. Ew. Even my gay friend is tougher than you biatch! :D But still, Singapore is th best. Oooh! Sunny was playing! I didnt know he was gonna play. If I knew, I'd go! ;) Sunny Ng. Haha. Memories. Holla ~ Hahah! Sunny.. Okay shush!

Pissed off with NB and HB too. WHAT TH FUCK. HB, YOU KNEW I WANTED TO GO. NB, maybe you knew. And you didnt even tell me you even got th tix! I had to find out via TWITTER?! Wtf. Now nobody ever asks me what I want. Nobody asks if I wanted. HB, if you think I feel like a rebound. Well news flash, I DO. Hello. You knew. And by looking at your actions, - excluding th diving thing -, you're making me your backup plan. WHAT TH FUUUUUUUUUUUUUCK! Shuttup lah chibs. Both of you!

Fuck yeah annoying. Shuttup. Now chatting with Nafi Adryan. Helping him upload pictures coz his Facebook upload-er went bonkers. Texting BGEY. That one another one. Annoying. Like shit. Heh. Him and his smileys. Haha. Wtfwtf. Hahaha. Hate guys who asks me for intros. What th hell do you get from asking anyways, its like as if you will remember. Its not always you do. ;-

What's your full name?

What's your age?

Where do you stay?

Where are you schooling?

When's your birthday?

Are you single or attached?

Are you gay or straight?

WHAT TH HELL RIGHT?! My god. Ohmygod! Someone just asked me to be his god-sis. Adek angkat. HAHAHAHAHAHAH! Kekek peeeerhh! IM LAUGHING LIKE A FOOL SIA! WHAT TH FUCK! Hahhahahahaahhahahahah!!!!!!!!! My gosh. And best part, HE, yes HE. Is only 16! HAHAHAH! Buat lawak siaaaa! Talk to me like Im his girlf like that. Mintak kene tampar dgan tapak kaki siul! FUUH! HAHAH! Pelik sia! Hahhahahahahahhahahahahaahahha! Tabuley ANGKAT siul! Hahha. Okay da. Enough. Can die alr. Haha. Okay bye.

; xoxo

Elly Em.

Like A Fool Hubby! xD

2010-08-14T00:33:00.000+08:00

Cuter than my Hubby. :D

Heyheyheyyyy~ Did I mentioned that my lappy is repaired. :D Im so happy! Im very hyper now. BGEY is crazy. Sing so loud! I think Im gg to be deaf alr. My god. Talk also must shoutshout. Wah chicken! Hahhaa. Sing old songs , Jbieber's songs and also Taylor Swift's songs. Then can still say sing for me. Wtfwtf. HAHAHA! Then so thinkskin say his voice nice. Haha. Sorry to disappoint you dear hubby. Hahha! (: Singsing till out of breath. Feel like dying is what he said earlier. Haha. Funny shit. Cant stop laughing. SINCE JUST NOW. Th phrase " Got you all night :) " Is still in my mind. Haha. Cant stop laughing! My stomach hurts and my cheeks hurt like hell. Still being thinkskin, "I think I so cute sia." "Yes. Very cute." "I scared other girls fall for me." *acts like I cant hear* "I angry alr." Hahahahhah! I swear I cant stop laughing. Now my turn out of breath! My god. Now he's imitating me. "Oi. Stop lah." * imitate * " OIIIII!!!! " * still imitating * " Okay I angry alr. " * imitate half way annd * " Okayokay. Sorry. " HAHAH! Damn cute sia. I can die. Hahaha. Gonna stay up with me ah bie? Haaaaa :D I know what you gonna say , " See you have a sweet husband! " Wahlao. so thinkskin. Hahahha! Ohmyy~ Everything also my fault. Tsk. no fair. Fuck you lah. Keep saying Fuck. I whack you uh! Hehehe. Okay lah. Shuttup lah. Bye lah! Love you lah! <3 HAHAH! :D

I've been so dead in school. Heheh. Im so tired. I wanna sleep. But Im gg out for sahur. Hehe! At th same time I'm so lazyyyyyyyy~ My god. Okay nvm. Not always do I go out for sahur. So yeah. See how it goes kkay ;) Now I wanna otp. Bubbyeeee!

; xoxo

'Elly Em

2010-08-09T22:30:00.000+08:00

WHAT TH FUCK.

Ya call them family? WHAT TH FUCK. They dont understand. Long weekend means like a short term holiday. HELLOH. School on a sunday and after, a birthday party. Then th next day an outing. A dinner. National day. Then tmrw TUITION. AT 2!!!! WTF. And I planned to go jogging. WTF. Kau pk uh. Tak penat perh sia? Expect aku gye jogging pagipagi ke petangpetang perh. 12 to 3 around th time to jog sia. I alr told my parents. And I said 2 is too early to have tuition. BEH DRNG GYE BLANG MY COUSIN OKAY AT 2 TUITION. WHAT TH FUCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCKKKKKKKKKKK! Kimak. Sape tak marah sia! BAHBII SIAAA! Kepale budak btol uh! TATING UH!

FUCK ALL YA'LL !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2010-07-31T21:46:00.001+08:00

I'm TIRED. My sister doesnt wanna sleep. Somebody come save me! PLEASE.

NAZIIEEE!

2010-07-29T22:51:00.003+08:00

Nazie bby.

She said she misses me. AWWHHHHH~ Niways, this picture, I EDITTED FOR HER. Mind you. Hahaha. Nice right. But she's alr pretty. So makes th picture awesomezxz! ;) ImissherlikeTHATmuch. Yknw? Hahahha. Im sleepy leh. Ohoh. I'm trying out Tumblr. Pecah otak siaa. Making a new thingyy. But mcm gerek. Hahha! (: Okay da. Penat. Bye. WAIT. Please Follow! I'll love you (: Click TUMBLR. Thanks :D

TUMBLR :D

; xoxo

EllyEm

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH!

2010-07-25T01:32:00.005+08:00

FUHLER! So skrng name aku weird uh kan. HAHAHA! Aku mmg weird. KAN CUTE! Thanks :D Sape sia nak gye tanye kau pasal ex kau! BUANG mase! And takmuh nak prasan uh sia! Aku nak bbl dgan kau pasal ape kau ckap dgan sedare aku. Kau da bbl macam BOOMZ! Kau uh patut gye balek, gye cuci mulot kauu. Kau pakai ape pun aku rase takkan klr uh tu BOOMZ kau. HHAAHAH! Takmuh nak step sengetsenget uhhh siuul. Itating sia aku dgar kau peh BOOMZ peh cite. Drop it lah sia. Seme da tawu. Kau step tatawu, padahal da tawu. Sumpah kau annoying. Da BOOMZ. Beh prasan plak tu. Aku takde mase nak jealous. Wtf for sia? Sendiri da buat salah beh nak salahkan orng lain. Eh helloh? Heard of consequences? And one more thing, KARMA. Siak jekk. Steady jek mulot nak salahkan orng. Pasal ppd first kau ckap aku yg buat low. Beh kau ckap kau call orng tu pasal low. Pe mepek kau bbl sia?! Beh first kau ckap dgan sedare aku kau nak potong aku dgan sedare aku. Beh kau ckap dgan aku, kau ckap sepak. Wtf sia. Beh kau sendiri putoskan hubungan kau dgan ex kau, beh nak salahkan aku. Buape sia aku nak putoskan hubungan kau dgan ex kau. Jealousy? SIAL AHHH. Takde mase sia nak jealous. Kesiankan lagi ade uh. HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHA! No time! Aku tabuley take it uh. Kau da macam clown sia untuk aku. Buat ape ketawe jek seyh! HAHAHAHAHAHA! Funny shit right there. That is FUNNY SHIT! xD Homyy. Malas uh sia. Jealous eyh. JALANDAHWEIIIIIIIII! Kay byeeeeeee (:

BUANG MASE MAU JEALOUS!!

HAHAHAHHAHAHA! PRASAN! BOOMZ!

WOOHOOOO! :D

YAWN.

2010-07-22T21:56:00.000+08:00

old photo. (:

Hahaha! Post case kong ajar sia elly kaaauu. But whtvr uh. Die kong ajar dulu perh. YOU CALL ME BITCH?! Hhehehe. Whtvr. I have to do invoices again. Macam TOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOTS! Hehehhe. Oi. Stop lah. Hha! Nafi will go, MaintainMaintain. ITATING SIA die peh mintain. Tadi otp dgan die pun same. Orang ckap Ngompol die ckap Seal Paul. Mak datuk. Beh kasi Elly ketawe. WTH seyh. Beh da ketawe die ckap, Maintain jek maintain. Beh da gtu die ckap BAIKKKK! ITATING KAAANNN! Tsk. Haha! Kay mepek. Mendak siuuul. Kay shush. Why th hell am I speaking Malay? Hooolymoly!

AKU TAK SUKE DIPERMAINKAN! KAU ADE PAHAM? SINI MEH AKU BUAT PAKAI KAU. SUKE? TAK KAN? THEN JANGAN BUAT KAT AKU LAH. MINTAK KENE SMACKSMACK SEYH. ALERMAK! GRRRRRRR~ AKU PUN TAK SUKE KALAU KAWAN AKU DIPERMAINKAN. OKAY? I gotta feeling you are. Someone left you, and you come running back. Please lah. We are not your rebound. We may seem fine. But seriously? You dont know. Kte tanak bukak mulot kte jek. Haiyoo. Ape da jadi dgan kau? WHY? Gosh. Kay whtvr.

Lalalalalalala~ Twitter name changed. Ohhhhhh. Kay now mendak. Gonna do invoices. SUUUUUCCCKK! I havent even got my pay yet. Gets sucky in every minute that pass! FOCK MAN! I wanna FOCK on th table. Tating sia Syikin! Hehehehhehehehehehheheh! Kay byeeee!

; xoxo
EllyEm.

BINAFAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAN!

2010-07-22T21:10:00.000+08:00

BINAFAN! (:

Tgk uh muke nak step hot. Nak step cute. MENYAMPAH SIA! Tu lah yang di name BINAFAN! Step hot kan? Step cute kan. Hot? Cute? EYH POOODAAHHHH! Hahaha! Elly lagi hot, lagi cute. Sorry binafan! Hahhah!

OHHHH. KAU BIADAP EYYYYHHHHHH!!!!!!!! Hahhha. Eyh, my title lagi klakar lah seyh! Ellyainawan ape siaaaa! NO LINK! NO SIMILARITIES! Hahahahha! Tgk. Binafan! Kan seakan! Denggggss! Huhu^^ You dunno how to make a name then DONT. TEEHEE :D You calling me bitch?! HOOOH :O You lah bitch! Tsk. Biadap! *Pokepoke* (: Okay bye Binafan! :D

; xoxo
EllyEm.

I've follow-ed cha, sister ! <3

2010-07-20T01:15:00.001+08:00

Follwed me where dearest?

Ask me anything

bin[a]fan. HAHAHA!

2010-07-19T23:48:00.000+08:00

Haiwan&Binatang ;)

A reply to Afan Danish ;) Hahah.

Kurang ajar perh! Da suroh orang update. Bei ckap, my pasal plak! Biadap! Nonsense! Hehhe. Not bad not bad. Correct spelling. Cam tawu jek! Hahahah. Arfani btol~! Galah?! KONG AJAR PERH! Serious uh dekniey! Biadap sungguh! No more chances in th future! I dont care! Haiwan? Tsk. Binatang btol lah! Bite? Sini meh sini! We see who bite who first! HAHAHHAHA! Huuhuuhaahaaaa ^^ Cheyy. Ouch nye bite? Ape sia tuh? Dekniey macamacam sia. Bibas lah, haiwan lah. Kat msg ape tah lagi pun tatawu uh! Macamacam. So annoying. CHEY. Hehhee! Joking (: Eyhhh, someone miss me eyh? CHEYCHEYCHEYYY ~ Hahahhahha! Kecoh. Start convo jek tros.. You know I know. HAHAHA! Binatang btol. Bei offline bukan nak ckap bye ke ape. TATING BTOL! Dasar binatang peh style eyh? Hahahah! Sedih eyh? Hehe. Elly siakk. Okay lah. Stop here lah. Sudah late alr! Wanna go sleepsleep. HAHA! Th title of this post damn kekek. BIN AFAN. Hahaha! Somebody bin afan. HAHAH! Kkay wtvr. -.-" HAHAH! Nak sleep! But before that, what picture should I post? A picture of me and Binatang or only Haiwan? Hahaha. But old picture seyh. Biar lah! Old pun old lah! See you when I see you Binatang! ;)

; xoxo

EllyEm.

LAME.

2010-07-19T19:59:00.000+08:00

Muiz! (:

HEY! I just chatted with myself on facebook. Using Muiz and my account. Wanna see? HAHAHAH!

Muiz

7:51pmElly

helloh

7:51pmMuiz

tgh buat ape?

7:51pmElly

tgh chat dgan diri sendiri dgan account kau(:

7:51pmMuiz

ohhh. cool perh!

7:51pmElly

TU LAH!

Biasa ahhhh

7:51pmMuiz

oh cheyyy~

feeweet ~

da pandai chat sendri sey!

7:52pmElly

Oh well. Kate elly !

7:52pmMuiz

HAHA

Okay lah. nak buat project lah

7:52pmElly

oh same lah

jumpe esok kkay?

7:52pmMuiz

OKAY !

Bye, take care.

LOVE YOU ! <3

7:52pmElly

LOVE YOU TOO <3

HAHAHA! Lame or what. I was bored. Shuttup lah. Still cute. Muiz laughed at me yknw. idiot. HAHAHAHAH! Okay bye. I will reply to AFAN DANISH's post later on. I malas yknw! KKAY! BYE.

; xoxo

EllyEm.

2010-07-18T18:18:00.000+08:00

Heeeee~(:

To Afan ; FINE I'M UPDATING NOW IDIOT. Hahahha! (:

So anyways , cousins are over at my place. Zianah and Faris. Th cousins from th US. Talking about US, IMISSBRYANPHAN! )': okay drop it Elly. Niways, been a hell of a weekend. Actually they came over on Thursday. Yes, I did go to school on Friday. On thursday night, they were so annoying! I as dg my homework and there they were disturbing me. Oh dear mama. So annoying kaan! -.- hehhe. Sister just yawned. Whenever she yawn, she will make this sound. so adorable! She is now wearing this dwarf hat. Did I tell you she looks like DOOPEY. Th dwarf. From Snow White and th Seven Dwarf. Hahah. Cute right! :D

School has been really uhm, boring. Heh. OHMYYYYYY. We're having Fondue!!! At home. Hahaha! BE JELUZ. Hold up while I get th strawberry and dip it in th chocolaaaateee! ((((((((: 15 mins later.... IM DONE. Heheh. Chocolate finish. Mum is gonna melt more. Hehehhe! (((: SEDAP NYEEE. Cant wait to have more. Hehehe. LALALALA~ bored. I wana edit pictures. Jap.

Gosh. Gg to th movies. Watching Despicable Me. Seems good. Mu'az said its good. So hope it is(: Gonna be fun. Zianah keep wanting to put on make-up. Hominahomina. HAHAHA! Okay. Gonna be late! BYE!

; xoxo
EllyEm,

LALALA~

2010-07-08T00:34:00.002+08:00

Kecike Gergerl! xD

HALOOOOOOO! Hahha. Annoying sia. KECIKE GERGERL! Hahhaa. Kay diam. Kte jek yg tawuu. TEEHEE :D Bnyk mepekmepek lah ktekte niey. Astaga! Hahah. Macamacam uh. KORANG SEME TAK PAYA TAWU. Sebok. Alot of gossip eyh. Eyh EYH! HAHAHAHAHHAHAHA. Sugguh kecoh.

School is okay leer. Now I dont hang with who I hanged before. LOL. Hanged. Now I'm always with Angy and Ayu. Th sisters. Cute lah seyh. KECIKE GERGERL. Kay Elly irritating. Haahha. Well, not close to th others coz idk why. Nayli even said I'd rather off be closer to Angy and Ayu instead of th others. Yg lain terase kan, kau peh pasal uh. -.-" So annoying. I mean they just went on their paths and thus, leaving me alone. Wtf? Kay. Fine. I dont care. But atleast have th courtesy to just speak up and tell me. But this? You guys just left. Wtf does that makes me feel. But whtvr lahh. But when you guys need help or smthg else, you guys come running to me. HELLOH?! IM NOT YOUR FUCKING REBOUND. If you wanna stick with me, let it be for a very long time. Dont leave when you alr have what you need. Wanna leave? FINE. Go. Heads up! Karma. And do tell. If you dont want to hang with me, just say so. Like I give a hell. And when you see me someone else, dont give that one of a kind stare. Looking back, YOU LEFT ME. So. Not my fault. But anyways, thanks. For memories. For whtvr you have done. I just wanna tell you smthg. When you're in need of smthg. DONT FIND ME. I WILL NOT BE YOUR TOY. WHICH YOU CAN JUST SCREW AROUND WITH AND PLAY WITH ME WHENEVER.

This month will be a very chaotic month. We have loads of events coming up soon. HOLLA! ;) Friday is Be Yourself Day. Tmrw maybemaybe will be a tiring day for me. PLEASE DONT. Flat uh esok. Tsk. Hehee. Ade lah reason die. DIAM AH! Hehehe. Angy biseng sia! CHEYY. Haha. Dont laugh. *pokepoke* HAHAHA! Ohh. Holla reminds me of DREW RYAN SCOTT. HOLLAAAA! Smoookinnn panas! Hahha. Did I tell you I got retweeted by him ON TH FIRST DAY OF SCHOOL AND ON MY 9th MONTHIVERSARY WITH AZURA! Such an awesome day to start school and an anniversary. Thought it would be an awful day. But turns out AWESOMEEEE. TEEHEE :D Okay. Nuff said. I'm done here.

I think Arul is cute ;) So is Mahfuz ;) Shh. Diam lah.
Kecike gergerl! :D

; xoxo
Elly Em.

ADDICTED .

2010-06-23T16:09:00.000+08:00

Lalalala ~

THANKS TO AZURA BIE I'M OFFICIALLY ADDICTED TO SOMEBODY TO LOVE BY JBIEBER ! She wanted to watch th music video . So we went on youtube . Watched it . And was hooked to it . TSK . I cant get that cool part off my mind . LOL . You know which . ((: So anyways , currently chatting to Wan Spyro . Memeber sedih tak tegur . LOL seyh . Okay whtvr . Im bored . Maybe tmrw gg out . Today not gg out . Sucha sluuuuuut . I only went out like what , 4 times ? SLUT ! Heh . Okay diam . Idk what to say . Da shush . BYE !(:

; xoxo
EllyEm.

HEEH .

2010-06-22T18:47:00.000+08:00

LOL seyyh .

Good samaritans . Hellohhelloh . How are you ? Fine ? Good . HAHA ! I have this stalker on msn . She uses my picture and display name as hers . But her real name is HIDAYU . She annoys me . Keeps forcing me to switch on my webcam . But I refuse . So she threatened me . Saying she'll keep using my name and picture as her and talkes to anyone . So I screwed with her . fuxked her up real bad . And she signed off . LOSER . -.-"

; xoxo

YAWN !

2010-06-20T05:50:00.000+08:00

Editted by Angy Asmara . Thanks very nice . HAHA ! (:

It's 444 am and I'm still wide awake . Actually no . Wanna sleep . But waiting for Angy to edit my photos and upload them and I'm off . So while I wait might as well I post smthg right ? So yeah . Uploaded some pictures alr . On FB . Angy is taking such a long time . I wanna sleep . So tired . YAWN . All day long I've been listening to Drew Ryan Scott . And a mixture of JBieber . Hehe ! Went to JB just now . My god . Was I tired . I woke up around 1 ? Get ready and stuff . Went out around 3 . Had our late lunch . Then walked abour at PandanCity . Blahblah . Went to Tesco and walkwalk . Then had a foot massage . Only for an hour . Like what !? Not enough . So gg back there again next week prolly ? So yeah . Hopefully it's an hour and a half . I hope . They could do so much more . Th cracking of my bones . OHHH ! Relief .

Angy is almost done I think ? Yeahp . So anyways , I think got a lil feelywilly with A.S . NayliBee , prolly you know who . Sucha cutie . But then . Th way A.S types .. Like WHAT.TH.HELL ? Heheh . No . Really . A.S is really cute . Im not joking . I mean you gotta agree with me right NayliBee ? Who added who eyy ? HAHAHA . Kay diam . I'm tired . I'll wait for Angy and I'm off to bed . Toodles ~

; xoxo
EllyEm.

FUCK YOU.

2010-06-16T22:27:00.001+08:00

I have nothing to say actually . Just wanted to update my blog . LOL . For you haters . Haters gonna hate and that picture up there is for you . ((: Hahahaaaaaaa . Watching Glee now . Tsk . Bored bored bored bored bored bored boredbored bored boredbored bored boredbored bored boredbored bored boredbored bored boredbored bored boredbored bored boredbored bored boredbored bored boredbored bored boredbored bored boredbored bored boredbored bored boredbored bored boredbored bored boredbored bored boredbored bored boredbored bored boredbored bored boredbored bored boredbored bored boredbored bored boredbored bored boredbored bored boredbored bored boredbored bored boredbored bored boredbored bored boredbored bored boredbored bored boredbored bored boredbored bored boredbored bored boredbored bored boredbored bored boredbored bored boredbored bored boredbored bored boredbored bored boredbored bored boredbored bored boredbored bored boredbored bored boredbored bored boredbored bored boredbored bored boredbored bored boredbored bored boredbored bored boredbored bored boredbored bored boredbored bored boredbored bored boredbored bored boredbored bored boredbored bored boredbored bored boredbored bored boredbored bored boredbored bored boredbored bored boredbored bored boredbored bored boredbored bored boredbored bored boredbored bored boredbored bored boredbored bored boredbored bored boredbored bored boredbored bored boredbored bored boredbored bored boredbored bored boredbored bored boredbored bored boredbored bored boredbored bored boredbored bored boredbored bored boredbored bored boredbored bored boredbored bored boredbored bored boredbored bored boredbored bored boredbored bored boredbored bored boredbored bored boredbored bored boredbored bored boredbored bored boredbored bored boredbored bored boredbored bored boredbored bored boredbored bored boredbored bored boredbored bored boredbored bored boredbored bored boredbored bored boredbored bored boredbored bored boredbored bored boredbored bored boredbored bored boredbored bored boredbored bored boredbored bored boredbored bored boredbored bored boredbored bored boredbored bored boredbored bored boredbored bored boredbored bored boredbored bored boredbored bored boredbored bored boredbored bored boredbored bored boredbored bored boredbored bored boredbored bored boredbored bored boredbored bored boredbored bored boredbored bored boredbored bored boredbored bored boredbored bored boredbored bored boredbored bored boredbored bored boredbored bored boredbored bored boredbored bored boredbored bored boredbored bored boredbored bored boredbored bored boredbored bored boredbored bored boredbored bored boredbored bored boredbored bored boredbored bored boredbored bored boredbored bored boredbored bored boredbored bored boredbored bored boredbored bored bored (:

Thanks very nice . Hahha . See ya when I see ya ! OH WAIT . Made a new friend . his name is Syazwan . (: Kinda cool guy . Very nice . So yeah . SEE YA WHEN I SEE YA ! :DD

; xoxo
EllyEm.

Reach Your Heart (:

2010-06-09T00:17:00.000+08:00

Love th t-shirt (:

" Reach Your Heart - Tori Kelly "

Verse 1:
I can't really tell what you're feelin
All I know is i would really like to be with you
If you could only see
We could be like a melody
Carried by the wind
And sung by the trees

Ohhh baby tell me do you love me
Ohhh baby give me a sign
You and me we'd fit together perfectly
Baby don't you think so
You should let me know

Chorus:
If I could just reach your heart
Then I could know what you're thinkin
If I could just reach your heart
Then I could know what you're feelin

Verse 2:
You're heart
I'm gonna reach for it
And when I get it imma never let it go
Cuz, you got that special thing
Makes me wanna sing
I wish I could know how you feel about me

(Chorus 2x)

Bridge:
Do you have any feelings for me
Or am I just wastin my time
So many thoughts running through my brain
This would all be so much easier...

(Chorus)

; xoxo

TOMATO !

2010-06-08T04:42:00.000+08:00

This has to be extra large . Mind you (:

Its like 0413 and we are still awake . We as in Nayli and myself . She is sleeping over . Awesome or what . It has been ages since she sleptover . Heeehhe ~ We're like tryna refresh our memories by listening to old songs . By diff artists . Jesse McCartney , Justin Timberlake , Hilary Duff , Aly & AJ and so on . Yknw . Things like that . We are so random . So ? Nayli seems to be loving Jesse more than Drew right now . But you wanna know a secret ? SHE'LL GET OVER THAT IN A JIFFY WHEN SHE SEES ANYTH ABOUT DREW . Eg , A TWEET / VIDEO / SONG whtvr . You name it . She'll forget about Jesse just like that . Hahha . Oh Nayli . You guys wont know her like I do . (: She's being annoying now . Acting all stupid and just plain ANNOYING lah . Just Nayli . -.-"

Currently chatting to AllamSyah . Yeaah . There still are people who are awake at this time . Helloh . Me and Nayli ? Dumb . Assholes . No matter , AllamSyah is like cute . Idk ? Just cute . Haha . Benn keeping company since like when ? Idk . Forgotten . Haha . Elly STM . So mind you . (: Niways , I just wanted to update my blog . Nothing much to say really . But I miss someone . OHHH ! Babygirl is in th Hospital . Sad . Its for Appendix or smthg like that . Gotta visit her tmrw I guess ? So yeah . IMISSYOU LAH YOU ANIMAL ! Shit you . Kkay bye !

; xoxo

winks

2010-06-05T11:58:00.000+08:00

; that iloveyou.

Hihi. (: Th past week been working . My god was it tiring . Heh . First day like I said was DREAMYY ~ Hahha . And th days after was okay . Did loads and loaaaaads of paperwork . From Phone Bills to Salary to In voices . My god . I'd rather stay at home and help my dad with his invoices . Still can get moneymoneymoneyy . Lalala ~ On thursday went Town with everyone . Except Abigail . ): Itsokay . Had fun tho . Wanted to catch a movie . But didnt . Coz I wanted to meet my babygirl ; Ateen . Around 10 I left . Reached home around 1030 . Haminahhiminahaminah . Hahha .

Yesterday was awesomeeee . After work , met th guys for a bit . Again , Abigail couldnt go . )': Then I head off to Pasir Ris and met NB . Walked around and settled at Swamp . Was not too hot . Quite okay . Wanted to meet Babygirl . Thats th point actually (: While waiting , me and NB just sat there . Shared stories . Dreams . And so much more . NB kept tempting me to do smthg stupid . Smthg I would never do , eventho I wanted to . Bersabar jek lah Elly . Suke nah mencabar kesabaran aku . Hahhaa ! Luckily , I didnt do anyth stupid and that would cause ALOT of problems . Although I miss th moments . ;) Niways , Babygirl came around 7 ? Yeah . Walked around ehub . Wanted to catch a movie but didnt coz th timing was too late . And we're no bothered . Heheh ! (: So we went near Babygirl's aunt's place playground . Slacked there for abit . Monkey-ed around . Haha . Then went home . Safe and Sound . (:

Came home , washed my feet and lay next to Lil'Elly . Yknw I kinda miss her . )': But she's here every single day . Haha . Weird . I know . Uhm , laid there for like 30 mins . Almost fell asleep . So grabbed my towel and went into my room . Lay on my bed for a bit . Texted Babygirl , NB and Yusry . Fell asleep while textin Yusry . Then like about an hour later I was woken up by Dad . Asked me to go change my clothes . I havent even bathe . Was so tired I guess eyy ? Haha . Went and took a shower and went to bed . Blahblah . Woke up . Breakfast . MCD breakfast . How boring . Hahahaa . Then now here I am blogging . (:

Currently listening to SPANK THAT ! (: And go Ooooooooooo .. Hahhhaa . SPANK THAT SHIT ! Spank that shit ! Haha . Love this song . (: Okay now . Gotta run ! Hehee . I'll see you when I see you ! (:

; xoxo

HEEEEEEEEEEEE (:

2010-06-03T00:58:00.000+08:00

Nazie love (:

Imissthatgirlsobadly ! Meeting her soon enough eyh love <3 She still has th CareBear I bought for her on her birthday last year . How sweet (: Keep till th end of life . For memories . Hee ! I cant wait to meet you dearest one . 310109 eyh ? Wow . Since last year . Gosh . IMISSYOU . I know you miss me . Haha . Pm says so . Tak prasan eyh . Sorry eyhh . Hahaha . Giler girls . Haha . Ohmygod . I still remember we slack together with that Londeh . My god . Ew. HAHHA ! Memories . Then th one we went Vivo ? Remember that ? Cute lah us . Heheh . Next tme we meet we havehavehave to camwhore okay ? Love you hunns . Okay then . Cant wait cant waiiittt ! ((: Lotasalove<3

Heyheyy ! When I logged into my MSN , like WOAAAAHH . People start chatting with me . Like suddenly I became famous . Haha . Awesome eyh ? Hehe . Chatted with NB . Since like a long time ago ? Hahaha . Hope he's dg just fine with his new relay . I hope (: Goodluck aye' Bythway , imissyoutoo . Hahha . Dont worry about it . Hungry eyyyhhh ? HAHAHA ! Siak uh perangai . Perangai Binatang & Haiwan . *winks* Hahaa ! I'll see you when I see you love <3

THIRD DAY OF WORK ; Wtf ? Crap ?! We slack seyh today . My god . But okay lah . Can lah . Yknw . Buley lah . Hahahha . Shush . Today not so nice pictures taken . Sad . Hehehe . I'll update again soon . Tired . Heeeeeeeeeee (:

; xoxo

First Day Of Work .

2010-05-31T23:30:00.000+08:00

Love this photo of us . Idk why . Like damn cute lah . Kay shh .

First day of work was a blast . Heck Yeah Awesomeee ! All those " Office Jokes " . Gosh . We camwhored like hell ! Abigail's camera was full of our pictures . LOADS and LOADS of candid shot . Holymolyy ~ So eff funny . You might wanna try to hold your laughter when you see those pictures . There was once , Mr Wong was tellin us about stuff in th company and shit . I just cant hold my laughter man . Screw you , Mu'az and Yaseen . Make me laugh . Assholes . Hahha . Lunch Break was funny . Hahha . Only th 6 of us know about it . You know I know public don't know eyy (: Nice . Oh damn . During th "Meeting" . Mu'az .. Tsktskk . Naughty eyyyhh . Hahah ! Slutty . HAHA ! Kay shush .

Kay masai . HAHA !

Iloveheraloooot<3 Haha . Thanks for like cracking those jokes yesterday night . Awwwesome . Got irritated much ? Huhu^^ Tmrw we camwhore again okay . Wear nicenice . YOU BETTER wear pink tmrw . Slut . Hahah . Dont wear pink you DIE . Heh . Today mostly all wore white . Like plan gtu kan . But no . Only Muiz and Yaseen wore diff colours . Today white . Tmrw pink . Wed blue . Thurs strip naked . HAHA ! Jokingg . Ohmygod . My eyebags . Blame those who forced me to stay awake till 3 am in th morning yesterday . Bitches . Haha ! Can wake up abit late tmrw . 930 . If not 730 must wake up alr . Tired . Itsokay . For experience . Only that . Yaseen only for what ? MONEY . Money face . Haha . *manja* " Booossssss . Money boss . Money . Moneyy .. " HAHA ! Only we know eyyh ! Hahah . Damn funny sia . Hot secretaries . God . Boys . -.-" HAHA ! Still love em . <3

I think that was Yaseen's finger . SPOILER .

We were like one big family in there . We were damn close . Stupid idiotic jokes . Such fakers . Dumb asses . Joel . My god . Reminds me of that .. Nevermind . HAHAHA ! GATAAAAAAAAAAAAL ~ One word ; Ew. Really . No joke . You should have seen what happened . HAHA . Super cartoonn . Sugarmummy ? Hahha . Photocopy machine . Hmmm .. Hahhah ! So manyyy things . I can die of laughter . Yaseen lah . Pecah perut sia . My god . Being with them for 5 days ? I hope I can survive . Haha . dont die eyh Elly (: Sedih .

Okay I'll stop here . Too much alr . I'm tired niways . Wanna get my beauty sleep . (:

Nightynights people .

I love ; Abigail Dewyze Kicksyourbutt , Mohamed Mu'az , Mohamed Yaseen , Muhd Muiz & Joel Gabriel Sundram

; xoxo

2010-05-30T21:10:00.000+08:00

How cute is that ? Haha . I'm so masai .

Hollaaaaa ! Hhaa . Tmrw WORKWORKWORK ! Haha . At Joo Koon . My god . Damn far . Meeting friends at 815 then head there together . Nervous much ? I can't find my clothes for tmrw . How cruel is that . My god . Thanks NB for making me get addicted to th song Believe . Bitch . Haha . Ohoh ! I have smthg to tell you . Call me like when you can . You are gg to freak when I tell you . Hehhe !

Two words ; No Life .

Spammers . Seriously ? Fo Fuck's Sake , shut th fuck up . It'll do wonders . What will you get in th end ? Satisfaction ? HAHAHAHAHAH ! Go masturbate and fuck yourself in th closet . That will make you satisfied . Thanks and Goodbye .

Riri ; Hi. Haha ! Sorry I didn't tell you earlier . Heh . Pity you . All those texts messages . Sedih eyh . Hahaha ! Next time , insya'allah I will tell you . HAHAA ! I'm evil . Kkay . I'll tell . Bye now .(:

Nayli ; WHEN ARE WE GG TO MEET , BITCH ?! So much to tell you . How many times have I said that alr ? God . Hey , you gg anywhere this hols ? Please say you do . Got plans for us . Then we'll go shopping and explore . Like as if there is any place we didnt explore . Singapore is way too small . Oh well . We'll think about it when we meet . Like we always do . I'll see you when I see you (:

; xoxo

Lame.

2010-05-27T18:17:00.000+08:00

WTF ? Eyh helloh , to all you people out there . What I wanna type at my blog is my problem uh . Kimak . Ape sia . Aku yg post perh bukan die perh . Yg korang gye tanyetanye die tu ape cite sia ? Aku peh suke uh nak post pape . Blog aku perh . Ape aku type kat sini tak semestinye kat korang perh . Korang terase asal sia ? Mmg btol uh aku post pasal korang . Beh ? Korang buley bilang kawankawan korang buley uh . Beh die bilang aku tabuley ? Asal sia ? Aku manusia jugak perh . Bukan binatang perh . Asal die tabuley bilang aku ? Untuk korang maybe uh aku outsider . Tapi untuk die aku sister die . Tak salah perh nak bilang aku . Kimak . Beh korang buley uh gye sinisane complaincomplain . Takmuh jadi budak kecik uh sia nak buat niey seme . Aku ade perh sound korang ? Tak kan . Da uh . Takya nak kacau die perh . Susah sangat perh sia ? Favour uh . Nak sound orang pk dulu uh sia . Takmuh nak jadi bodoh sangat uh . Stakat pasal post . Ohmygod . Tak gune uh ckap dgn korang . Oh , and whtvr I did - texted ke ape ke , its MY decision . Not hers . Takmuh nak sembarangan tembaktembak eyh . Die ade suruh aku takmo masuk campur kay . So korang takmuh nak salahkan die . Dont be a dumb accuser . SO LAME ! -.-"

Bie ; I am not gonna delete that post . My blog perh . Beh asal sia ? Blog untuk I type pape yg I nak perh . Marah ke , geram ke , happy ke , sedih ke tu I punye PASAL lah sia . Kimak tol . Perh sia . Freefree jek nak sound you tak tentu pasal . Come on uh sia . Such a waste of time .

-.-"

Lalala ~

2010-05-25T22:09:00.000+08:00

New Haircut . Hehe~

KARUUUUUUTS ! Hahahha . New haircut . So lame sia . Its like th old me . Its short and with th bangs thing . Daayyuuuummn . Hahaha . This is when its wet . When its dry , it kinda bounces up and it will be all over th place . Haha ! Kewak . Baju tak perluu . Hah ! Sungguh . (:

Humairah love ~

Th other day met up with this sexy bitch and went home together . My god have we not met since like - forever ! Haha . LOADS of things to say . And I really mean LOOOOOAAADDDDSSSSS . What all that crap about that Ayam . -.-" So annoying . Then now th other one . Haiya ! So sluttyy uh you guys . Cat fight jek . SO LAME ! *shows 'L' sign* Nak cariik pasal with my sexy bitch . Tunggu sampai babi jadi HALAL dulu uh sia . I have a poem for you asswipe .

Roses are red ,

Violets are blue ,

I have five fingers ,

& th middle one's for you !

*points middle finger*

Thankyouthankyou . Inspired by HB . Haha ! Diam . Like someone said , God didn't give me enough middle fingers for me to show you how angry I am . Sumpah tak perlu sak perangai kau gtu macam . Kalau kau tak salah asal kau nak kene bilang kawan kau sia sampai suroh msg niey seme . Kecot perh sia ? Beh siket mau complain kat matair . Eh HELLOOOOOHHHHHHH ? Matair kau buley buape sia dgn sexy bitch aku ? Perh ? Rembat ? Sial ahh ! Dayus perh ? Kalau dayus tu pun , LANGKAH mayat aku dulu uh kay ? Da bbl mepek beh belitbelit cite . Kecoh uh lu minah . -.-" SO LAME ! Idiot ! Sorry Sexy Bitch for screaming at you otp just now . So slutyy . Da flirt . Nak kirekan die macam perampas uh jugak kan . AH ! Whtvr lah kan . Kecoh . Kay bye .

Hi. Kay. Bye.

; xoxo

AHHHHHHHH ! So cute !!

2010-05-17T22:51:00.000+08:00

I WANT THIS TO BE IN EXTRAEXTRA LARGEEEEEE ! :D

I just think that , that is like th cutest for so far . My gosh . Luckily she's my sister . If nooooot .. Hahaha ! Oh be JELUZ okay . Hehe (: I know you are Nayli Bee ! Hahahhaaaa . If Kak Ili sees this she'll scream . Hahah ! Ohmygosh . So cute . HAHA ! Look at how she's staring directly at th camera . So smart eyh ! Haha . When she grows up , CAMWHORE BABYY ! (: Her longlong fingers . No pacifier she'll put her fingers in and suck . If possible she'll wanna put her whole fist in there . Oh how cute . Kay shush .

I'm tired lah . Dangg ! Tmrw school . Such an ass . Gotta wake up early in th morning feeling like shitty . Gaaah ! So malas wanna go school . Nothing to do . Probably some games and stuff . But whtvr ! June is coming . HOLIDAYS ! Im like gonna go out like if possible , EVERYDAY . Stupid Aqil wanna ton never ajak . Idiot . Hahaha ! I hope you read this Afro ! (: Kay bye . Sleeeeepy .

; xoxo

Elly Em.

HIGH SKANK !

2010-05-14T00:30:00.000+08:00

Awwhhhhhhh ~ Much ?

I'm being such an asswipe ! HAHA ! Oh gooood ~ Perangai DoggyDoggyBahbii sia ! HAHAHAHAHA ! Kecoh lah you . Hunneyhbunnysugarplumkisses ! Ohmygod ! I sound so gay ! Kay stop it lah Emily . Eyy ? Emily ? Heeee ~ Suke lah tu . Suke laah . OIII ! Stop it lah Elly . Gosh ! Someone otp is furious with me . Talking to myself . So sad . Sooo sooooooo sad . HAHA ! So many ways to love yaaa . Da diam .

Heyheyheeeeyyy ! Your my honey bun sugar plum pumpyumpiyumkin your my sweety pie your my cuppycake gumdrop spegemmyspegem your th apple of my eye and i want you to know that i'll always be right here and i love to sing this for/to coz you are so dear . what th hell elly mikazuki ?! Are you crazy ! Yeahp . Guilty as charge ! Said you needed time from my mistakes . Funny how you used that time to have me replaced . I like that line sooo very much . Wanna know why ? FIND OUT YOURSELF LAH . Dumbdumb . Where's my gumgum ? Hehehe ! Niey lah hasilnye , apabila anda tidur lewat malam . Hasilnya - GILA !~ Terima Kasih atas perhatian anda . CHEYYY ~ Diam lah .

Trying to impress
Got me actin like a fool
Don't want you to see me
But I really do
Cause I'm the type of girl whose used to playin it cool
If you wanna win me over it's up to you

YAY ! BYE !

; xoxo

i love you

2010-05-13T22:07:00.000+08:00

Can aaarrr ~ (:

Hihi. Hehhee ! Im bored . Exams are almost over . Left with oral and Im all set for PARTYYYYYY ! Currently onthphone with afa[d]ice . Okay ! I malas wanna say anyth else . I wanna continue talking to afa[d]ice . Cant stop laughingggggg !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

; xoxo

Emily . xD

2010-05-12T21:04:00.000+08:00

Gambar kecoh . -.-

Sexy from his head to toes ! Ohlalala ~ Hehhhe . There's so many way to love ya . Ohmygod ! I'm so in love with .. TH SONG . Tsktsk . You guys uh .. Cheyy ~ Hehee . Cotton Candy Love ! OHHHHH ! (: Baby I can break you down .. Got me like ohmygosh I'm so in love . I found you finally .. HAHA ! Okay stoop .

Do you hate exams or what ? And dont you just HATE flu . -.-" Cough not so much . But FLU . I hate flu . You cant breatheee through your nose when yu have flu . Flu is such an asssssss !! Wth ? Elly you're being lame . Shuttup ! Heheh . Da diam . My blog . And Im high . Ohoh ! Ystd , mum persuaded me to take my meds . Which I didnt want to . Coz I dont feel like it . Hehe . My cough syrup has th label 'POISON' on it . Why in th world would I want to swallow it down right ? So my dad read th instructions on th label . Like when it has 'poison' on th label , then you want to read . If not , why bother ? Right ? Hah . Kay . So Dad said that its for small kiddos . I was like whaaa..? Then mum said smthg , " lets say they drink up th WHOLE bottle , it would be lethal to them . " I was like , daaaaammmmmmmmnnnnn ! Spoils th whole thing . Hehe . Just after I drank my Ice Tea , she told me not to drink cold drinks . And I went , " TOO LATE ! :P " Haha . Such an ass Elly Em .

Elly Em . When you repeat it for some time , it sounds like Emily . (: Nayli Bee gave me that name . How cute right ? Thanks . I know . Emily . Elly Em . It's like EmElly . Gedditgeddit ? HAHAAAA . God . Elly stop it . Im bored . Tmrw's paper is DnT . Why th hell did I take DnT ? Ask my friggin teacher . I didnt even choose it . Almost half th class chose F&N . I have no idea why we got DnT . Suuuuuucccckkkkkssss ~ No offence for th other DnT-ers and DnT teachers . -.-" Gabberubbeeeerr ! I haaate it . And its 2 HOURS ?! And then after that is Mother Tongue Listening Compre . Tsk . for 45 Feeeriikin mintues ! God . Then Friday , Mother Tongue and English ORAL . Wttthhhhhhhhh ?! Mother Tongue oral die . Heh . English quite okay . Hope I get Barnabas (?) Idk how to spell . HAHAH ! xD Kay diam .

Starting to love Varsity back again . I've been missin alot . Varsity varsity . Since sec 1 eyy . Memories only you and me know . (: TC Carter . Holymolyy ~ Hotness ! So cute . DREW RYAN SCOTT . Nayli Bee's gonna freak ! Hhaa . Mrs. Scott . (: Oh please . Dont kems and prasan kay ? AHHA ! But still . I wish you all th best ! Hope he retweets you back ! :D CartercCarter ! Hehehe ! Shuttup . Th cover is on repeat NAYLI BEE . You let it destroy my mind ! How dare youuuuu !! But I thank you . Coz I love it ! Less than three to you Nayli ! ;)

Baby let me love you now ;

Elly Emily

2010 .. WOW .

2010-05-08T22:38:00.000+08:00

HAHA ! How cute .

Art of Seduction . Ohlalala ~ Reminds me of Mu'az . Hahha ! Been home since just now . Parents went to Malaysia . Leaving me and Lil'Elly at home . ALONE . Cheyy ~ Like as if I cant take care of myself ? I can okay . I can take care of lil'elly too ! (: Bibik Seri and NB came just now . I mean , Nayli Bee . Gosh . Why do I keep .. Nevermind .

Someone SS-ed just now . Forcing me to get into th peekcha . But I was looking dreadful . Holymoly ~ Cameroid . Heh . Inspired by NB . Like whaaaa..? Stop Elly stoooopppp ! Heh . Currently listening to That Should Be Me . Ohemgee . I'm addicted aren't I ? Yeahp . I pledge Guilty . Thanks a bunch ! (: Heeee ~ Hellohhelloh my name's DIBO . Hahha ! Imissthatshow . Big purple dinosaur . Reminds me of Barney . Oh childhood . So cute . Speaking of which , were talking about our childhood together . Awwwhh ~ So cute & sweet & adorable & memorable & manymanymanyyy more . Aint I right ACE ?

Mother's Day is tmrw right ? I still have no idea what to do or get her . I was thinking breakfast in bed . Like how I used to do (: Sweet kan ? Oh well ! Elly mah . *winks* But this time I wanna do smthg different . I just dont know what . Think Elly Think ! ByThWay , iseriouslylovethispeekcha <3 hehehe . Takperlu but I just wanna say . all time favourite . And I so love this kebarung ! (: Kay shush .

Lil'Elly is sleeping . I wanna watch Incredible tales . But I'm too chicken to watch alone . Someone is calling ! WAIT . Oh . Baby called . LOL . Thought who . Oh yeah . Aqid is out of Yumichika Diangki . ): I think I know why but idk . And I'm not slacking with them nowadays . Idk why . Maybe coz I have some conflicts with one of th members . ): But I'm okay with th rest . Just this one particular . Dont wanna talk about it . Shh . After school , go revise for th next upcoming paper . Oh I miss th time we studied at Swamp . It was fun while it lasted . Like someone said , enjoy th moments while you can . Thanks friend (:

Yknw , I liked 2009 better . I know I've said it a million times . But I'm never taking it back . Coz I seriously think it was . First of all , in 2009 , my birthday ROCKED ! I had a constant relationship for 6 months plusplus . Me and my sisters were still united - Ateen & Vinetta . Holiday was fantastic ! Sibu Island rmbr ? Yeah . I was still making plans with Nayli Bee and meeting each other almost every single week . Atleast 3 times a week . I still had Fadh with me then . I was BFFs with Nazz . And when it comes to 2010 .. Birthday SUCKED . My ralationships dont last . I got seperated by my sisters . Dont know about holidays yet . Not meeting Nayli Bee that frequently . Only on tuition days . Which is on weds only . I lost Fadh . & I dont even speak to Nazz that much nowaday . Dont let me start with Hafiz . Th only thing awesome about 2010 is when Lil'Elly is out . But now all th attention goes to her . No more , " th only child sympathy " to Senior Elly . -.-" But itsokay . I know I'm still cuter than her . Heheh ! I'm waaywaaaaaay chubbier than her . You have to agree with me on this . Hehe .

Okayokay . I'll stop here . This post is getting way too long . Maybe I'm gonna update th TIS blog (: Goodnight readers . Sleep well ! (: GoodLuck for exams . ;) Oh . I still do miss and love my naughtyboy . But I know he cant love me back . But itsokay ! (:

; xoxo

Just let me know .

2010-05-08T09:48:00.001+08:00

True enough ? I cant you off my mind . Just step out of it will you ? If you have replaced me , just tell me so . We'll just go and end this right here right now . We dont have to be in T.O . I dont need to wait anymore .
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I'm addicted to th song , Stuck In The Moment & That Should Be Me by JBieber . Somehow it relates . If you want , go listen . This line from That Should Be Me , " Said you need time from my mistakes . Its funny how you used that time to replace me . " Really relates to smthg thats happening right now . But it dont matter . Coz I know that if you love someone , you have to sacrifice them and let em go . Thanks Ateen . I can always rely on you for these things . iloveyousis<3 I gtg now . Gotta look after lil'elly . I'll see you when I see you .

; xoxo

(:

2010-05-07T16:48:00.000+08:00

HELL YEAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH !

Thats all folks ! Getting ready for tuition . Anyth textexttt~ Happyhappy selalu yer ! ;)

; xoxo

2010-05-06T20:00:00.000+08:00

If this could be bigger , i would set it to extraextra large . Just for you (:

After Mother Tongue paper , went to usual place and studied for SS and Maths for tmrw . Mother Tongue paper killed me . Damn hard ! Wth was th teacher thinking ? And they are gg to mark in th O level marking scheme . Holymolyy ~ I'm dead . I'm nervous for tmrw's maths paper 1 . But I think I'm okay . SS , essay . Ohmygosh . Pray elly pray ! Revise ! Tsk . Wth is wrong with you ? Heh . Okay diam . Maybe tmrw tuition . Idk ?

Saturday , plans ? I'll just stay home . Study . Sunday tuition . Gosh ~ Gonna switch phones with Nayli on Sunday . Ohlalala ~ MY GOD ! Lil'sis is lying next to me and she's kicking me ! Tsk . She's damn strong I tell you . But she's so cute . So I let her off this time . When she gets older .. Watch out lah . Alamak ! She kicked me again . -.-" Heh . Dad just told me not to on too long . Examexamexaaaaaamm . I hate exams . What are they for again ? What are all these ranks of life for ? Boss ? Principal ? President ? What ? Everyone are th same . We're humans . Why must we complicate things and ..

I just saw smthg on Facebook and I deleted th first part of my post . HEARTBREAKING ! What was I thinking again ? And I even re-editted th peekcha for th post . And THIS is what I get ? Baik punyaa ~ I suke sia ! Buat lagi lah kay . Baby was right . EVERYONE was right . I should have known . If I didnt view Facebook , I'll just shame myself . But lucky me right ? LUCKY me . Hah . Big whooop ! Seems like everything I do just turns to crap . Fuck you . I'm soooooosooooo lucky right . Banyak aku peh lucky . Kimak btol . I shouldnt have put so much effort on getting evrth right , make things right and being WORRIED SICK for you . Buang mase aku lah sial ! You and your EMPTY words and promises . And again I say , FUCK YOU . _|_ For th last time , THIS IS th LAST TIME I'm ever gg back to you . I've said it to you before and I'll say it again . Okay ? Takperlu kau pun buley hidop uh sia . Aku ade percaye kan kau . Beh gini mcm uh kau balas aku . Baik uh siul . Dada . Lagi aku ckap mikin binget sia aku . BYE !

What can I say ?

2010-05-05T22:47:00.000+08:00

We'll see okay ?

With you
With you
I wish we had another time
I wish we had another place

Now Romeo & Juliet
Bet they never felt the way we felt
Bonnie & Clyde
Never had to hide like we do, we do

You and I, both know it can't work
It's all fun and games
'Til someone gets hurt
And I don't
I won't let that be you

Now you don't wanna let go
And I don't wanna let you know
That there might be something real between us two
Who knew?
Now we don't wanna fall but
We're tripping in our hearts
And it's reckless and clumsy
Cause I know you can't love me here

I wish we had another time
I wish we had another place
But everything we have is stuck in the moment
And there's nothing my heart can do (can do)
To fight with time and space cause
I'm still stuck in the moment with you

See like Adam & Eve
Tragedy was their destiny
Like Sonny & Cher
I don't care
I got you baby

See we both
Fightin' every inch of our fiber
Cause ain't no way
It's gonna end right but
We are both too foolish to stop

Now you don't wanna let go
And I don't wanna let you know
That there might be something real between us two
Who knew?
And we don't wanna fall but
We're tripping in our hearts
And it's reckless and clumsy
And I know you can't love me here

I wish we had another time
I wish we had another place
But everything we have is stuck in the moment
And there's nothing my heart can do (can do)
To fight with time and space cause
I'm still stuck in the moment with you

See like
Just because this cruel, cruel world saying we can't be
Baby we both have the right to disagree
And I ain't with it
And I don't wanna be so old and gray
Reminiscing 'bout these better days
But convinced just telling us to let go
So we'll never know

I wish we had another time
I wish we had another place
Cause everything we did
And everything we have is stuck in the moment
Yeah

I wish we had another time
I wish we had another place
Oh no no
But everything we have is stuck in the moment
And there's nothing my heart can do
(Nothing my heart can do)
To fight with time and space
(Time and space)
I'm still stuck in the moment with you

Yeah
Whoa

Stuck In The Moment - Justin Bieber .

; xoxo

Fo fuck ?

2010-05-05T21:56:00.000+08:00

Oh yeah ?

You might not understand me right now . But please try . I'm just trying my best to keep us a scret at first . Coz if my people know , they'll try to stop us and break us apart . That was th reason why I didnt wanna go public . I scolded you vulgarities ? Like what ? A slut ? And what was " whore , ass " and all that other stuff you called me ? Isn't that vulgarities too ? and I thought I was th one who just kept quiet when you called me all that . By saying all that , you think it doesnt hurt me ? You said you didnt have th heart to hurt me . So what's this ? Why cant I care ? I was your damn girl . So tell me again why cant I care ? Me ? Bitching around ? And since when did I do that ? Do I text other guys like how I text you ? I dont think so . I dont say iloveyou to any of them . So why are you bringing up this topic again ? Dont bring up your ex about this . I dont need your ex to tell me whats going on with you . You're changing . Just for me ? I can see you're changing . But I dont think its for me . I know you're hurt . I know ! Okay . I get th point . But why must it be .. Oh god . I dont wanna say anymore .

Tralalala ~

2010-05-02T20:33:00.000+08:00

Agreed ?

Hihi. Heh ! I like to say that . Hihi. Heeeehh ~ Usually I'll go " ALO ! " Hahhhaaa ! Baby will laugh when she sees or hears this . Bitch ! Dont call me asshole . Hahah ! (: I'm like listening to damn old songs . Unfaithful - Rihanna . Why th hell am I listening to this ? All thanks to Syikin . SYILLY ! (: Oh yeah back to topic . She asked me to listen to Temperature - Sean Paul . Th starting sounds like , " Ayam sekilo cik . " HHAHA ! Go listen . And from there I saw Rehab - Rihanna . And it goes on from there . Hehhee ! (: I even heard Kelly Clarkson . Damn lame sia Elly -.-" Now listening to Cry - Rihanna . I'm gonna listen to Jesse mcCartney next . Use to be crazy over him last time . Like Nayli . Same ol Same ol . (: I can still rmbr we use to sing all those songs together . Ohmyyy ~ Memories I wont forget . IloveyouNayliBee<3 I think Cry sounds like Perpisahan . Hmm .. totally . Kay whtvr ! Hehehe ! now is She's No You - Jesse McCartney . Oh heavenn ! I love this music video . *drools* Hahahhaa ! Kay stop it .

Justin Bieber is a girl . AHAH ! Wth man . People keep saying that . I have no say if he / she / whtvr is really a girl or he / she / whtvr is just gay . I saw this one peekcha where they extreme makeover-ed him / her / whtvr into a girl . Holy moly ! She's pretty (: HAHAHA ! I swear ! I'll try to find th peekcha and post it . Damn pretty . But so far his / her / whtvr songs are nice . I just dont geddit why people keep on targeting him / her / whtvr . Such a pity . Justin Bieber is a Pretty Boy . I think JB is okay . And I'm sick and tired of seeing people posting comments on him . Like come on . JB has feelings too . I mean you wont like it if people go round telling people that you're smthg you're not right ? You get what I'm tryna say ? So yeah . give him some space yo . Idk bout you people but really , Im sick and tire of looking at th same old comments given . -.-" I swear ! If you anti him / her / whtvr just keep it to yaself . You got comments ? Keep em to yaself . Dont need em . If you wanna express it . Then put it in some sentence that is not alr used . & tell me smthg idk okay ? Gosh ~ I'm not a fan or what so ever . I'm just sick & tire of looking at them comments . If you tell me not to look , I cant . COZ ITS EVERYWHERE ! Dammit ! -.-" Okay the end .

Tmrw study date ; SYILLY . homygoshomygosh (!!) imissyou . Heh . Although we met like a few times alr . I still miss you . HAHAH ! We'll catch up on things aye' NB prolly will be following . Idk . We're gg out kinda early tho . Maybe . Or maybe not . Idk . Haha . When can I meet you Nayli Batrisyia ?! Damn you . Everytime I ask out , you'll have these excuses . Tsk . Naughtyy ! And how DARE YOU ! hehehe . Hey , imissyou . Hehe . Okay . I think I'm done here . ImissyouNB & iloveyouNB ! <3333333

; xoxo

Loooooooove!

2010-05-01T22:43:00.002+08:00

Hehhee ! Sweet kan ? Biasa broh ! (: You want hug ? I give you hug . Iloveyou<3>

Sleepy . HAHAHA ! I rmbrd smthg . "seeply & sleeply " Wth sia NB ? Dengs to th max ! Da ngantuk , beh miss th stop pulak tu . I pity you . Hahhhaa ! Kay , now I'm sleepy . HAHHA ! Damn random sia Elly youu . Eh you , I'm hungry . Make me full you asshole ! HAHAHAH ! I dont care . You rmbr how to make th first move then you do kkay . I almost say it just now . But I was like kay just shush . Let you do whtvr . Hahhaa ! Ohmygod ! I'm laughing my ass of right now ! I just died . Laughing . Your text just klilled me ! My gosh . Haaaaaa .. *wipes tears* Next time jek lah kkay . Heheheh ! Perangai anjing siaa . HAHAHAH ! Kay da stop (!!) (:

Kay I wanna keep texting Boboyyy <3>

Bubbyyyeee ~

; xoxo

2010-05-01T00:25:00.001+08:00

Heeee~

Heyho ! Hehhehe ! Otp-ingg . School is havoc ! Suuuuuuuuuccckkkkkkkkkkk !! -.-" I loveloveloveeeee study date ! I didnt know studying would be so much when you study with your sisters ! (: Eyy , we really study okay . Don't think I don't study okay . I do . Cheyy ~ Tmrw another study date . Syilly study date ! (: She coming over . YAY ! I love . Imissher(: So sweet kan ! Biase uh kaaann . Imissmylove ! Ilovemylove<3 Hehehhee ! Merapek uh elly . Mendak siuuul ! Kay shush . Lets talk business .

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Hahhahaaaaa ! Inspired by NB (: I'm tired . Nothing much to say anyways . So yeah . Wanna watch teevee then text love<3 Blahblahhhh . Kkay . Bubbye ! (:

; xoxo

CHALETTTTTTTT !

2010-04-18T08:22:00.000+08:00

Cute kaaaan ! Thanks . (:

Heyheyheyyyy ! Now is 552 AM ! And I'm not asleep . Th rest are sleeping . Like th ones in th chalet now . Atikah , Iza , Hafiz , Hairil , Fahmi , NanaShorty , Nash , Nazz and Aqil (: Only me and Baby are wide awake . Dunno what to do . So I blog . (: Hehh ! I tried to seletselet but then Aqil keep saying no space . Fucker ! Nak selet ade makne sioooooool ! Heeeee ~ You know I know . Hehhhhheee ! Diam uh ! Baby is readiing while I'm blogging . Malu nyeeee . Iloveyou<3 Haha ! GILEEEEER ! Cheyy ! Can arrrrrr ~ :D If I can I upload peeeeekchas but cannot . No cable ):

We went Swamp just now . Like WOAAAAAHHHH ! hehehe . Mcm gerek gtu kan . Tapi tak nampak pape leh . We went around 11 plusplus . Thenthen we left at about 1 plusplus . Lame siol ! haha ! Thenthen after that , we runrun in th maze . Lame sia kte ! haha ! Then we went to break water . Fuuuuuhh ~ Feeling siol . Nak kisskiss ! Nak SL ! Nak slope ! Cheyy ~ Fake jeeeek . Sape caye tu , BODOH ! huahua ^^ Sape ckp kau caye ? <<< to baby . Sape sia bbl dgn die . Niey tgh bilang kat semseme yg bace . Doink ! Hahahhaha ! Kay whtvr . Then uhm , met JAIDTALIN ! Tu pupsmummy mintak kene bitch slap sia . Stop laughing BABY ! xD Kay . Oh yeah . Then , th pupsmummy . Jumpe skejap sia kat daerah toilet then blahblah kene balek . Sial ! Bbl pun tak seberape sia . Ckp dgn die , BOLEH BELAH ! Kay ? Canteeek ~ Whtvr . ohoh ! Kat break water , we nak go off , Elly tanak tinggal tu tempat seyh . Sedih nye pasal . EYY ! Why am I typing in MALAY ?! So not me . Niey mesti Baby nye pasal tau ! Betuah btol niey anak !

I hate it when internet just shuts you out . Fuck sia ! Then never save . URRRRRRRGH ! Sort . Later I tell you more lah ! Fuck siaaaaaaa ! BYE !

In th flesh ! (:

2010-04-11T02:28:00.000+08:00

Helloh guys . Been a long time eyy ? Miss me right . Hahhaaaa ! Alot have passed . My gosh . Alot of things seyh . Heyheyyy ! Ateen , you know I know you know what eyy ? Hahhhaaa ! Idk what to talk about . Found a new friend ! (: Haiyaaa .

First of all , 9 MORE DAYS BABY ! (: Ohoh ! This friday to sun ; 16th - 18th ; I have a chalet . At pasir ris . Friends , do come eyy ! Occasion ? MY BIRTHDAY ! :D Hhaaha ! Okayokay . My birthday is on th 20th . Nak present ..? Hehhe ! Cheyy . Tatawu malu ! Hahhaa ! Eyy , tanak bear tau . Dowan bear . Too many alr . Hahha ! Whoever that have stepped into my room , you know how many I have . My favourite - BIG BEAR ! (: hehehe . And always , Fizzle ! (: I like I like . Heeh . What want for my birthday ? Yknw I seriously get irritated when people ask me that . Coz of two reasons . #1 - I dont know what I want . #2 - I will know what you want to buy for me , no suprise . Hehhee ! So yeah . Oh well .To make it easier for you guys , I'll give clues eyy ? Kkay , I like flowers . Anyth to do with flowers I will loooove ! (: Be it th flower itself or shirts , skirt , diary , whtvr . You name it . Hehhee ! (: Green , red , white , black and pink . (: My diary is gonna be all used up soon enough eyy . I know someone is gonna buy me a new one . :D Iloveyoubabe ! <3 Nayli , that bag ! I hope you got it for me . You kan richrich moneymoney richrich ! (: kewakk Elly . Mcm tatawu malu siaa ! Oh please !! Hahhha !

Smthg fishy is gg on with Mama and Ateen . They have been planning smthg behind my back . I can feel it . Hahahha ! Cheyyy ~ No reallyy . I wonder what . Hahha ! I've so many surprise ideas from Azura . But WHY IS SHE TELLING ME ?! Hahha . SHE should be planning with my mum . Coz some of th surprises are - surprising . Hahha ! Like to th heart surprising yknw . I can feel it . If only someone REALLY did , did that to me . I think I would like cry . Hahah . Kkay , its getting late . And I have tuition tmrw . And LOADS of homework to do . Hope I can finish it . MATHS . Another cock up subject . Hahah ! Okay . Goodnight loverbugs ! (:

Ohoh ! Before that , Nur Eiliyah is th cutest thing EVER ! Hahha ! My sister perh . Be jealous kkay ? Toodles ~

; xoxo

2010-03-27T00:27:00.000+08:00

Big enough for ya ?

First of all ; We rock . Second ; You suck . Third ; Just accept th fact that YOU'RE WRONG okay ?! Thanks .

Who th effing hell are you to have th effing rights to effing fcuk up my Ace ! I ask you one more time . Who th FCUK are you to do that ?! You think you some kinda bimbo with a big huhaaaa will get you through ? OH you wish . And dont you " love you , sugar " her and me ! Like wtf ? And f.y.i , she's cool even WITHOUT th COOL words she asks people okay . Atleast it doesnt come from a frikin thesaurus ! Oh wait . I've wasted MY time for you . And you wasted YOUR time for her . And I wonder why . I think coz you have a BIG FAT LIP that CANT be closed . And if you think you're some kinda INNOCENT lil girl . Oh think again . And please stop with th " mirror in my face " or what shit . Coz thats old . What are you ? Lost fairytale bitch or smthg ? "mirror mirror on th wall , please tell me who th bitch is right now . * show your reflection * " Wanna know why ? COZ ITS IN YOUR FACE ! And its a bloody mirror . You get ? I dont think you would since you would like be busy WASTING someone . Eyy ? Didnt you get th message from th previous girl I wasted ? You mess with my ace , you mess with me . And you should be scared . Coz she's gonna cut you up real bad sucka ! And I say " SHAM WOOHOOOO ! " (: Goodnight and goodbye !

Oh ! Love you , SUGAR :D

New skin lah can ?

2010-03-19T00:33:00.007+08:00

Oh jealous much ?

Heyhey helloh ! Changed blogskin (: Nice tak nice tak ? Heeeh ! I have to give a lil credit to Nayli Batrisyia for some parts of th skin . Hahaa ! There ! Happy now ? Oh . Do follow her on twitter !

http://twitter.com/nayliii

So anyways , lil sis has been crankyy these days . Mom says her belly hurts . Oh dear . Pity her . She seem to look lke she's in hell of a pain . Can you imagine th pain she's in . And come on , she's a baby . Sedih rightt . ): Moving on , went to grab her passport ystd with Nayli hunneyh . Then went to tuition . While waiting for th longlonglong queue , Nayli and myself went to grab lunch . At Arab street . Heeheh . Camwhored like we always do . Miss those times . Heee(: Then met Mom and Lil Elly at ICA . Blahblahh . Tuition ! (: Did some paper . Yadayada ~ Then we girls started talking about some shit . Then smthg someone said linked it to sex . And th whole house was like " Oh yknw then this happened , Then like Eeeeewwwwwww , Oh really ? , Then th guy , Then th girl . " Hahaha ! Crazyy ! After tuition sent Nayli back home then home sweet home . Well nothing actually happened except my hair was fantabulous that day ! :D I loikee ! Hheeeee .

I dont really have much to say . I think I kinda lost interest in blogging . Not lost ineterest . I think I'm just plain lazy . Hah . Oh you know . Like you're not ?! Hehe . I think I'll just stop here . Coz I'm kinda tired . I was up all night dg th skin okay ! Changing skins and shit like that . So please . Haha ! Okay . I'll try to update later on kay . Oh do text me ! Coz my phone is so quiet nowadays . ): Hehe .

Goodnight . Candy dreams .

xoxo ;

Elly Mikazuki.

Th Dania ; s !

2010-03-08T00:14:00.000+08:00

Nur Elaina & Nur Eiliyah ! <3

They ran out of PINK . So had to out on th blue one on HER . xD

Heyyy ! Hahha ! Its been awhile eyy ! Hahha ! Oh noo . Not awhile but such a longlonglonglong timee . Im sorry . Been veryvery busy these days . Oh you know . School , mum .. Lil sis . OH ! Talking about lil sis . Cute aint she ! Oh be jealous ! Hahhaa ! If you guys have my facebook , go see ! So damn cutee ! I have more to upload . Oh gosh she cheeks are so damn chubby . Feel like biting th hell out of it ! Hahha . Wait till she's abit bigger . Then i'll bite . If not she's gonna screaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaam ! Hahhaaa !

*geraaaaammmmmmmm*

Cant wait to bring her home tmrw , srslyyy ! Like so damn cute . Imissheralr . ): Heh . Kay chillax . Azura said that I have to carry her often as to make her love me more . Coz she'll know that i'm th one thats always taking care of her . Hahh ! Macam paham only Azura . But itsokay . Follow jekk . Heehe ! I so effing love that peekcha of hers . So damn cute right ! My gosh . Currently that is my wallpaper . Hahha ! I keep kissing her yknw . Macam geram then like yknw lah kan ! Hahha ! Azura da expert siotts . I da kaku kat sini then she angkat th baby mcm nothing gtu . I kat situ da mcm tatawu ape nak buat . Hahha ! Kaay shush !

Gg to sch tmrw . Terpakseeee . -.- After sch , hospital straight away . (: YAYAYAYAYAYAYAY !! Heh . Kak Ili pun ikot excited . Hahha ! Adek hiccup cute sakk . Th sound she made . Damndamndamnnnn cute . Th chubby cheeks . People keep commenting on her cheeks . And how chinese-eyy she looks . Haha ! She does look chinese in peekchas . She follow my dad uh . But she really look like me when I was still a baby . I swear . When I transfer my peekcha , I upload and you guys judge . I swear like totally th same . Kay not TOTALLY but still same ! Mcm yknw lahh . You guys will go , " sisters whaaat ! Of coz same lah . " I know I know . But some siblings dont look alike whaaaaaat ! Pfft ~ Hahhaa . Kkay gtg . Wanna sleep . Tmrw sch ! (: Goodnight , candy dreams , sleep tight , love you peeps ~
Bubbye !

Oh really ?

2010-02-15T22:05:00.000+08:00

Credits to daddy ! (:

Wow eyyy ! Haiyoo . Yesterday went to ECP . Just to sit around . Then later on , met Baby and Aie . Sat at th break water . They turned on some music and I fell asleep . Like a baby . Hahha . Some things I'd rather not say . Very funny . Hahha . Muke tembok sia . Hahhaaaa ! Anyways , yeah . Th wind was awesome . Th sight . Th sky . Th blue,purple,orange,red sky . Awesome giler ! Azura jealous . Heehe ! Th stars . Oh gosh . Breath-taking . Countless of stars up in th sky . Kay enough . Heh . Today was stuck at home . Coz had tuition . But I went out for abit . Heh . Around 6 ? Met Fadh under my block . She was around th corner so she thought of meeting me . So yeah . Met her . Talked abit then Im off to th shop . Got there and th shop was closed ! Such an ass . Hahhaa !

Wtf eyy . Seme org kau nak aku gadoh dgn perh ? Ape ? So skrg aku nak otp dgn kawan aku pun salah uh ? Aku bbl sikit dgn org lain pun tabuley uh ? Asal kau kene slalu salah anggap sia . SLALU sia . Aku dgn kau btol ? Da uh . Aku dgn drg stakat kawan jek perh . Dgn seme org sia . Dgn Baby pun kau ckp mcmcm , dgn Atikah , dgn Fadh , dgn Afan . Asal sia ? Kawan jek perh . And in th first place kau buley bbl dgn aku perh . Kau nak gye bilang/tanye org lain asal ? Da tentutentu aku tgh otp dgn kau . Kalau tanak bbl kau buley text aku perh . Seriously sia . Takmuh mepek uh . Pasal kau , aku gadoh dgn drg sia . Pasal kau , drg elakkan diri . Salah ke aku kawan dgn drg ? Salah eyy ? My god . Im done . Im done with all this . And Im done with you . You just wait for th moment . That exact time . You just texted saying you wont accept it ? I dont give two flying fucks . You wanna accept it or not thats your problem . Just dont tell me who I can or cant see .

I wanna be your lover ;

Give you that good ol fashion love ;

No other will ever come between us .

xoxo

Trauma.

2010-02-13T00:28:00.000+08:00

Ohhhhh ?

1 ) do you have a valentine partner ?

Hmmm .. (:

2 ) what you want for valentine day ?
Smthg nice & simple but yet romantic and sweet ! :D

3 ) where you`ll be going ?

To th beach . I guess ?

4 ) what pair colour will you wanna wear ?

No ideaaa . Hehhe !

5 ) is this the first time you celebrating with him ?
Yeah !

6 ) how many percent do you love him ?

Say what ? Me to know , you to find out . Can arr ?

7 ) are you gonna last with him ?
Whats your question ?

8) if his sick and can`t celebrate with you , what you`ll do ?
Like awwwwhh ~ There's always next year . And no need for valentine's for us to go out right ? (:

9 ) what will you do if he went out with other girls during valentine ?
He is . But they're someone else's property . And I trust him . So go ahead . :DD

10 ) this quiz isfor :
anyonee!

Photo taking

Hey peeeps . What a hectic week . Like wow . I have not updated for how many weeks now ? 2 ? Oh damn . Im sorry ! Its not my fault my lappy's charger is useless now . Heeh . Using daddy's lappy . Alotta things happened .Oh gosh . Streeeeeessssss (!!) Im getting counselling . Twice a week -.-

Baby .

Hmm .. Oh . Not baby's anymore . ): Not Fadh's anymore . ): Not Atikah's anymore .( i think ) ): Sodeh ! Manymany things happened . No one knows . Not even Nayli . Feelings I have inside . No one knows . Feelings I will never say out . Never . Period . Maybe I'll tell Nayli . Idk . Sadness just surrounds me . Many came and many has left . Why cant they just stay ? At first I thought , one go and two came . Now , one go and others too . How sad I am , you just imagine . Frankly speaking , Im not happy . I may look happy but deep down .. Its all sadness . Im not happy with decisions made by me . Oh damn . Okay . Chillax Elly . Things will past and everyth will go back to normal .. I hope . Please .

Azura.

I miss this girl so much . Eyy , sorry if I didnt reply your texts . Heh . I forgot . Heh . And sorry if these days I dont talk to you . Been busybusy . With you know I know what eyy ? Heh . Anyth happened between us ? Hmm .. Lemme think . So far nothing eyy . These past 2 week ? Only that I forgot our anni jek lah kan ? Like I always do . Heh . Oh dammy damnnn . (: Sorrysorry . Eyy bie , we should meet more often . Do you know that I dont have alotta peekchas with you ? And evrytime I wanna post smthg about you , there must be a repeat in peekchas . Wtfs ! Its a MUST meet and a MUST camwhore . Understand ? Hehehe . And what else ? Yeah . Thats about it . More peekchas . I had smthg in mind but I forgot what . Tgk uh ! Kay nvm (: P.s. imissyouu ! & iloveyoubabygirl!<3

oh ?

Someone;

Oh wells . What else can you expect me to do ? I loved you . But did you ? All these time , you just put on a mask . Wow . Its really unexpected . And when you took it off . Th monster I see .. Scares me . Hurts me .. Where is that person I once knew ? Is she gone ? Forever ? And never to come back ? I know fo sho that you aint gonna come running back to me . For some reason I just hope its not coz of someone else . But hey , it is . What a wake up call . So all those things we've been through , was all just for nothing ? What I sacrificed , just went down in th drain . Just like that . And I thought I did th right thing . Oh how wrong was I . Now what do I get ? Nothing but heartache . Like wow . Not blaming no one . But seriously ? I hope you're happy . You've hurt me enough . But thanks for th memories aye' And if for some reason you really come running back , I wont be there . Coz I know I'd just be a puppet . When reality calls , it just strikes you in th arse . Wakes you up like an alarm going off . Those things you said , girl .. It was devastating . Th way you put it in a sentence my dear girl was just so excruciating . Oh myy . Do whatever you like . I have no say no more . I really hope you're happy with her . I hope she gives you evth you want . Evth I couldnt have given you . Evth I did wrong , I hope she doesnt do it to you . I just wanna see you happy . Last long with her . I know you love her more than you use to love me . I just wish I was a better someone to you before . Thanks and goodbye my dearest .

; xoxo

Lalalala ~

2010-01-31T01:59:00.002+08:00

Takde kerjeee ~

Haaaluuuuuu ~ Hahhaa ! My god . I sound retarded . Haha ! Okay shuh . Went to town just now . With Syikin . For some English project . Ohlala~ We were like camwhoring to th core ! Hahha ! From th bus to th toilet to everywhere ! Awesome right ? Hahha ! Kecoh lah seyhh . & we were being so hyperhyper . We took peeckas of teenagers . Coz our project is about some fashion thingyy . Some were awesome . Some were just urgh ~ Puh-lease ! Syikin , you rmbr th guy with th socks ? HAHAHA ! Siak sia kte . & th guy who walked like a DUCK . Th two guys who climb over th thingyy . Then tersangkut . HAHAH ! Klakar giler sia . Like kedi sia . Hahhaha !

Kay moving on .. Hmm .. Peeps went to slack just now . They didnt even call me down ! Dang you ! Only one person did . Who else but BABY (: Scolded Afan for not inviting me down . Hahaha . Sedih . Oh , Afan told me smthg . Hmm .. Bedek seyhhh ! Susah uh nak caye . Padahal takde pape eyy . Alamak . Kay diam . Hahhaa ! Was texting Baby all day long . Heeeee(: I miss being missed by someone special . I miss being loved by someone special . Heh . My current special is Baby *wink* . But I really miss being missed by th other special . Anyone . Special . To me . God . Okay . Stop it elly . Heh . Oh , those of you who are just plain dumb , Baby is my sister . Not my guy or anyth . Hahhha . Her name is AmirahBaby . We just call her Baby . Simple enough for you ? Heh . Okay .

Suddenly this chat came across my mind . I was texting HoneyBie . Smthg about this game she played . Th " I Never " game . Idk how th game goes but th question was , " Have you ever have th thought of going lesbian ? " Guess what she answered . " Yeah . " If you were to ask me that question , I would answer th same damn thing . You wanna know why ? Coz your companion is th same gender . And feelings and views are somehow th same . Im not saying about th total lesbian thing yknw . Its like with a booch/butch . Get it get it ? Jyeaah . As I was saying , their point of view is somehow th same yknw . They have th same perspective of you as a girl . While guys just go crushing your world . No offence . But thats what I think . Heh . They'd just play with your feelings and just USE you . If you wanna use us then just say so in th first place . Dont make us believe your love for us is true . Ade pergi , ade balek btol ? Kay Im being very emotional . Hahha . Diam . I sound gay . Hahahhaaa ! Okay . Enough .

I miss blogging . Its been awhile eyy ? Hehhe . Now all my daily events or whtvr goes into my diary . I have alr used up HALF th diary . Im gonna need another diary in June - ish . Hahha . But I dont think I will have th time to write in it after th month of February . Wanna know why ? Baby sister coming out . Hehhe ! Tak sabar or what . Maybe I can write in it during school hours . Hahha . In between lessons . Thats what Im dg now . Some of th lesson , th teacher just wont care . Hahha . All he/she does is talk non-stop . Ape lagi , tulis uh . Baby is also writing in it . Some . Like if there's a problem or smthg . She'll write . If not , its just for fun . Or smthg she wanna say to me but she dont dare to tell me right in th face . Like in one of her entry . Damn was I pissed . Heh . Over it . But itsokay . Heehhhe ! Ohmygod . It gg to be 2 am and Im still awake ? Im sleepy . Hahhha . Th night is still young but Im sleepy . Maybe coz I went out just now . Hahha ! Kay . Done here .

ImissBaby,Fadh,Azura,Afat,Atikah,Afan,Vin&manymore(((((:

Countdown ; 010110<3 , 1 more day ; 110110<3 , 12 more days :D

Bubbyeee .

(L)

Total madness !

2010-01-29T23:45:00.001+08:00

Nothing better to do . Credits to Syikin . (:

Heyy . Wow . Its been so long wince I updated eyy ? Heh . Ohmyy ~ Internet was down . Cant use this eff lappy for TWO WEEKS . Can die yknw ! But I got th chance to view my blog and FB during English lesson . We were in th lab . Haha . Teacher dont mind . (:All she does is , " Oh ? Done your advertisement ? " HAHA . Awesomeee . So yeah . Life . Hows life ? Hmm .. Its okay . Its been wild this week . Oh . And last . I feel like wanting to elaborate but idk if th others mind . Hmm .. Kay lets not . Heh .

220110 ;
TWO things happened on this particuar date . Good one and a bad one . Th good ? Hmm .. Me to know , you to find out . Th story starts here . & th bad ? Not gonna say . I dont wanna embarrass whoever is involved . But i will remember this day . Those TWO things . My god . Those who know .. Shush ! Heh .

260110 ;
HAH ! Th story ends here . You get you get ? Hehe . I have no eff idea why . But it just did . Actually I know but who cares . Why bother ? Heh . Kay diam . What else happened ? Nothing . Okay .

270110 ;
Wants th story to start again . But didnt happen . (: All thanks to me . Eyy ? Heh . Da lahh . Beh kecoh . Lalala ~ Dekat jek lah dekaaatt .. HAHAHA ! But in th end still ? Huhu^^ Whtvr ! Daaaaa .

280110 ;
Oh must I actually ? Things happened . From such a SMALL thing . But whtvr . All done . Then talked things out . Blahblahh . Wtf ! Baby , Afan & Atikah . They .. I was pissed like FCUK ! Right infront of my face ! Like whaaaaa..? Afan uh giler . Da .. Wrote in my diary mepekmepek . Giler ! Haha . But layankan gler die .
Afan ; Lagu mane ?
Elly ; Die hilang !
Afan ; Hilang ?
Elly ; Uhuh , hilang .
Afan ; Cool perh ! *smiling*
Elly ; Cool kan ? I tau ! Hahaaaaaa .
Mepekmepek uh kte bbl ! Elly sort siaaaa ! Haha . Kecoh . Baby also wrote smthg in my diary . I have yet to reply to it . Before reading , my mood was there , smiling and stuff . But once I read that particular sentence .. Fuuuuuuhhh ! Gone with th wind . But itsokay . She didnt do anyth . Proud . (: Went for tuition after .. OHMYGOD ! Wait . Forgot smthg .

No latest peekcha . ):

4th MONTHIVERSARY to Elain[A]zura(:

Hehehe . I forgot yknw . Padahal we count down seyh . Sorry babygirl . (:

Today ? Nothing much happened . Supposed to go tuition . But didnt . Coz was late . So went back home straight .

Baby ;
Im sorry for what happened today . And yes , those two things I owe you . *wink* I will surely do it ! For sure . Forever & Always . 110110<3 is loved . You know I will never leave you . No matter for who or for what . I really appreciate you dg what you're dg . In th near future I hope we can be even more closer than we are right now . 13 more days baby ! (: Heeeeeee . I lovelove your sweetsweet texts and poems you sent me . Save em all (: Rmbr th one time you dedicated OUR song on th radio . Ohmygood . Th feeling was awesome . Was about to sleep . And listenedm to th radio . Heh . Curly fries . Ape saje jekkk ~ But yeah . Today ! Oh today ! Was in th bus . Thinking how to solve our situation . Had th urge to look out and up . Saw th moon . Admire it . Th moon makes me think of you and Fadh . Found out that you and Fadh we looking at th moon at th same time . How awesome is that ? No wonder I had th urge to look at th moon . Oh how beautiful it is . A full moon . Hmmm .. Imagine th two of us lying in th sand and looking up at th moon and just stare at it blankly . One day . One day . I'll make sure it happens . And I owe you those two things . Not owe . I PROMISE you those two things . I will keep that promise . Forever&Always . Kenangan Terindah (:

010210 ;
Its coming . In 3 DAYS ! I wonder what's gonna happen . I wonder if she even remember . I wonder what we'll do . Bru ckp . Thinking of her and she called . What th heeeeeell ? Awesome eyyy ! Heh . Just ask her to count 3 days from now . Then she was like , for what ? Then I say just do it . She counted and voilaaaa ~ Her reaction maot sia . " Zer.. OHHHHHHHHHHHHH !! " Hahhaa ! Cute sia . Imissher . Damn bad . Miss her warm hugs . Really do . Our late night talks . Th gossips and th jokes . Merepek jokes . Kecoh seyhh . But that was th past . Now things have changed . And things change FAST . Time goes by veryveryvery fast . And I hate it . Really hate it . Nowadays , we seldom talk . Seldom text . And she rarely call . Been rough huh . There are things that are even worse than this . I dont wanna say . She'll get mad at me fo'sho . Okay lahh . I'll end it here . Seems long . Heh .

Will be looking forward to my anniversaries ! (; ilovemybabygirls ~ <3<3 & imissyouguyssomuch ! (: See you soon ! :D
Bubbye !
(L)

Babyloveeeeee <3

2010-01-17T12:16:00.000+08:00

HOTNESSS ! *melts* Hahahha !

Hellohellohh ! (: Heeeeeeee . See that peekcha up there ? Thats Fadh ! (: Hot right ! Sachok right ? Cute right ? Thanks uh eyy ! Tgk uh kakak die sape . Huhu^^ Th first time I saw this I was like , " Who th hell is this guy ? Sachokk doh !! Hahaha ! " Checkcheck Fadh . Oh dammydamnn ! Hahah ! Tk sangke lah seyhh . 010110<3 iloveyoulilsis ! (: Hot lah sia die dalam niey gambar . Ohmygooooooodddddd ! Hahaha ! I cannot tahan yknw . Since ystd . Otp with Fadh then told her . Member kembang sampai sluar koyak siotts ! xD Kecohh ! Klakar lah seyhh . Then there were loads of people complimenting her . Then she kembang lagi rabak seyhhh . Like klakar giler lah seyhhh ! I swear ! Otp uh . Then she like idk how to say uh . But like superduperfunny lah seyhh !

Bru bbl die da call . Hehehe . Smlm she majok . But pape lah . Hehehehee . Da okay da . Now she tanak dgr ckp elly . She's sick , ask her to eat medi then she dowan . Ask her not to go out she still wanna go out . Sort sia ! Hahah . But whtvr . Hehe . Somehow imissher seyh . LOOOOOL ! So random . Heheh . Okayokay . I wanna otp with Fadh . Laterlater I get back to blogging . (:

Bubbye .

(L)

Just to kill boredom .

2010-01-16T16:36:00.002+08:00

Ohhh precious moments <3

Hellohhhh there ! (: Im bored out of my guns man ! Ohmygod . Th wind is so strong ! My door slammed close . Hahahha ! Niways , Like I said Im bored . Ohh . I cant wait for baby sissy to come ouuuuttt ! :DDDD Fatin ; my cousin - is gonna stay here when sissy comes out . Heh . To take care of th baby and do housework . Kay whtvr . I cant wait !

She's due late FEB I think ? Ohmygodohmygod ! Hahhahaaa . Some of my friends say hopefully she's due 2 FEB * -.- * , 14 FEB * I dont want . Date common seyhh .* Mum wants on th 24 FEB . Just because her beeday is on th 24th Sep . Hahah . Afad wants it on th 2 May . But jauh lah beb . Haha . If so , they will share th same beeday (: Well for me ? I want it on th 20th . Hahahaa . But we dont have a say in this . Coz God knows when she will come out . I was otp with Afad th other day . She was like , I cant wait for your sissy to come out . Wanna see her face . Hahahha ! Me too seyh ! I wanna see her face . Hehee . I wonder how . Hmmm .. I follow my Dad . Thats what people say lah kan . Heh . So prolly , sissy will look like Mum ? Heh . Takpe lahh . Asalkan cute sudah . Yknw sissy is HUGE . Nanti klr confirm mcm Kakak die . Buntal . Hahhaha ! Ohmygod . Heeehh . (: So cute so cute . Parents so semangs . Cupboard seme da ade . Th clothes are alr in th cupboard . Ohmyy ~ Her detergent . My god . Everyth so freaking ready . Kay da cukop . Hahhaha !

HAHHAHAHAHAHAHAH ! This peekchas makes me laugh so hard !

I was viewing my old peekchas . Then I came across a few of these . Haha ! This one paling kekek siaaaa ! Hahhahaha ! I rmbr this day . Bowling . Ice-skating . HAHHA ! Kecoh lah . Ohmygod . Oldold peekcha seyh . God . Kenangan . Heh . (: I have more kenangan peekchas . I shall upload like next week or smthg . When Im free . Heheh ! Kaykay . Now I wanna watch some teevee . & do some texting . If you receive my text , please REPLY . Hahahhaa ! Cheyyycheyy !
Imiss - Nayli , Afad , Vin , Afat , Baby , Aqid & not forgetting my babyboys . Heh (: Youknowwhoyourare . :DD
Bubbye !
(L)

Huhu^^

2010-01-15T23:55:00.000+08:00

Helloh ! God am I tired . Just got off th phone with Afad . I sleepy seyhh . But wanna blog for awhile . Niways , had CCA Open House . Our peeps so cute sia . Afad so cuuuuuuuute ~ Hehe ! Walked around in sch . Look at other CCAs . Wabawaba dingdang ! Hahhaha . Kecoh . So yeah .

School is fine ? I guess . Whenever I'm bored , I'll write in my diary . Ohhhhhhhhh .. Th diary . Precious thing indeed ! Hahha . No lah . I write about boredom in there . And stuffs that hapened that day yknw . And obviously my thoughts and feelings . Kecoh uh tu diary . Ohhh ! My handwriting is getting muchmuch better . I swear . Nayli didnt even believe thats my handwriting . Coz it was so small and neat and cute . THANKS . Hahahahhaha ! Kidding . But really . Heh .

On Weds and today , had tuition . AWESOME lah seyh th tuition . Reallyyyyyyy ! Mr Rizal is fun . I think Im getting better at maths . Th feeling is sooooooo awesome . Really ! Hahahha . Went o tuition today kan . Like just now . Then had some stuffs gg on . Blahblahh . And Batrisyia , NO . So cine . Haha ! Like yuuuuucks ~ Puh-lease my dear . Dont . With a big black DOT ! Nah - uh . Haha ! Im so mean . Hehe .

I like malas wanna type seyh . Kay last thing . WHAT IS WRONG WITH YOU PEOPLE THESE DAYS ~! Come on seyhh . Like wtf uhh ? Niey da tahun 2010 seyh . Beh korang nak ade perangai gni macam . Eyy please lah eyy ! Wake up lah . Kawan tk kawan niey seme time ypyp sia . I swear . Skrg korang da besar lah siol . Perangai mesti mature uh sikit . Favour sia . Pasal pekare kecik korang nak pisahpisah niey seme ? Oh please . Get back to Earth . And one more thing . Respect mesti ade lah kan . Ape yg da lepas tu da lepas uh . Takya nak mempertikaikan tu seme perh . Whtvr happened in 2009 , stays in 2009 . Dont bring it forward uh siol . Seriously sia . Physically korang da mature tapi mentally korang maseh pk yp sia . Wtf is wrong with you people ?

Mmg niey tahun sway lah nak kate kan . Lagilagi 13th . What to do . Da terjadi . Just go forward uh siol . Stress tu stress uh . Tapi takya take it out on others yang tak bersalah sia . Kte pun ade prasaan seyh . Ade problem just talk it out uh . Korang simpansimpan beh kte cakap sikit then kene marah tak tentu pasal sedangkan kte tatawu pape . Stress lah seyh nak pk kan niey seme skrg . Banyak masalah sia . Beh sway . Macamacam lah kan yg terjadi . Friendships are tearing up . Couples are breaking up . What is gg on ? Dunia da terbalek ke ? Kay da lah . Im tired and I dont wanna think too much about it . God ~ Kay . Goodnight .
Bubbye !
(L)

Awesome-est ! (:

2010-01-09T15:17:00.000+08:00

Hola ! Heh . School is okay this week . Although there have been some THINGS happenning . Sungguh happening man this week . Mr form teacher is Mr Ng . My MT teacher quite fun (: Cikgu Azizah . English ? Still th same becok . -.- " Maths ? Mrs Sim . Awesome ! I think I'm starting to love th subject . Heh . Semangat blajar and do th sums on th board yknw ~ (: Geog ? Miss Choo . Awesome . Reallyreally . SS . Same . What else ? P.E ? Mrs Lim ? Idk . Hahaha . Okay lahh . Science ? Bio - Mr Daniel Ng . Chem - Mr Roysten Ng ? Haha ! Form teacher . Blahblahh . Kecoh uh . After school meet Afat and Vin . Also Fadh , Baby , Aqid , Afan , Iqa , Ezah .. (; Monday , cancan ahh . Haha ! Tuesday quite okay (: Wednesday awesome-est . :D So is Thursday . :D Friday fcuked up mann ! -.- " Dont wanna elaborate . Today boring ! Tmrw ? Dunno .

Haiyoo . Im only allowed to use th comp on weekends ! Bitch right ? Urggghhhh ~ Fahmi sort sia . Haha . He asked me to edit his profile for him . Every single day this week . Finally ystd I did it for him . He was like , Took you long enough ! Hahaha ! This year made friends with people Im not really close to last year . So some what awesome lah kan (: Sad that Afat & Vin arent in th same class . My kecohs . Urghh ~ Boredom . And Im sitting right infront ! Exactly infront of th teacher's table . Wtf right !?! Sort to th brain mann ! Hahhaa . But whtvr . Hehe .

Later gg to my grandmum's . Coz parents gg to JB . For a massage with my other grandmum and aunt . If it were only my family . I want to go . But with th others ? No thanks . Hahaha ! I'll go deaf . I swear . Haha ! I'm so mean . Kay what to do kan . Hehehe ! Kay da . I wanna eaaaaaaaaaaat ! (:
Bubbye !
(L)

_|_

2010-01-08T22:33:00.000+08:00

Fcukfcukfcuk . Stress sia . Otak buley meletop sia ! Sklh lain . Parents lain . Fadh lain . Org niey lain . Kimak ! Sort siaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa . Hidop da mikin stress !! Niey tahun sway siaa . Tahun lepas pun sway skejap sia . Kimaaak ! Sort perh sia ! Urrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrgggh ! Kay fine . Thanks eyy seme . Kay bye !

Awesome Vocals ~

2010-01-03T18:25:00.008+08:00

I have no idea what I was dg but yeah(:

CHARICE

I cant seem to put up th video but you should go check it out . Click on th name 'CHARICE ' (!!)

Oh my god . This girl is really amazing with her vocals . I swear . I would kill to have her voice . My god . She nailed every high note there is . Ohmyy ~ Im jealous . She's one of th lucky ones to be found by Oprah . She got to sing with manymanymany famous singers . Awesome mann . Aahh ! Seriouslyy . I envy her voice . Im listening to her over & over . But th song 'Note To God' , was sang by Jojo . & I would know if Jojo sang it before kaayy . Heeh . My jaw keeps dropping to th floor every time she hits th VERY HIGH notes . My gosh ~ Envyenvyenvy . Especially in this video . (: I think she teared a lil . Heh . Wow . You know when she hits th high note it give me this feeling like ohhhhhhhhhh .. Yknw . Gosh . She's so cute . I just cant take it . Her vocals . Ohmygod ! Mind me . I cant stop blabbering about her vocals . Kay I should stop . Hehe ! Hope you enjoyed th video . LOL . Looks like Im promoting her . HAAH ! Okay then .
Bubbye !
(L)

HEHEHEHEEH !

2010-01-02T00:48:00.001+08:00

Ohmygoooooood ! Imissmyblondehairalr (!!) Heeeelp ! Heh . Yknw I was combing my hair in th car . Then one of my hair fell off . Guess what I did . I kept it . Haha ! And that was like th blonde-est part of my hair . Ohmyyy ~ Hehehe . Haiyooo . Bru nak kaysiow . Go school with my hair like that . Tros kene halau sia gtu . Will get kick outta school is what I meant for those who dunno . Hahah ! Imagine that seyh . At th parade ground . I will be like th most obvious one . P will go , " Teachers please do a groom check . I alr spot one there *points at me* . " Hahah ! Confirm nyee . But what to do .

I dyed DARK BROWN . -.-" Look effing BLACK to me . My mum uh . At th salon . Yeah salon . Coz if I dye myself , it will take 2 frikin box . My hair mauut sia blonde ! Haha ! Puas hati gye salon . (:

Guy : Dark brown eyy ?
Me : Yeaahp :DD
Mum : Brown . Tapi brown yg tabuley nampak punye .
Me : ?! Wth ?! *thinks to myself ; Rather say black right ? -.-*
Guy : Huh ? * go take th colour book (?) ..
Mum : Yeah ini . *points to th darkest brown ever . Which is so look like BLACK .*
Me : Urrggghh ~
Guy : Okayokay ! (:

Slenger bacinn sia . Hahaha ! To me it was eff Black . I swear ! Then I had to sit one corner . Coz my parents went to get baby stuffs . Pffft ~ They came about 20 mins after . Awesome eyy ? -.- I waited there like some bimbo seyhh . Eysh ! Heh . Then my dad was like messing with my hair . In th salon th light was orangyy . Then he pulled me out of th salon . Then my dad said th brown was obvious . I was like whaaaaaa..? Its blaaaack ! *shows him ends of hair* . He said th top of my head was brownyy . I was who cares . People in school have RED hair . -.- Then he was like tsk . Hahaha . My mum pun . Kecoh uh . Hhaaa . Paid then went off . Went somewhere cant rmbr . Then went to Grandmum's house . Heh . Then home . Ohmygod ~ Tired .

Imissmyhair ! Hahaha ! Okay stop it . But nice lah th brown / black . I look so natural . Haahh . I swear . Like for how many months with blonde hair then I go brown / black . So cool yknw . Before & after on th mirror in th salon . Oh gawd . Hahha ! And I look so innocent . LOL . In th car otw to Grandmum's place I said to mummy .

Me : Mama , da tk fierce eyy ! ((:
Mum : Da tk mentel ! ((:
Me : Wth ? Ape jekk . Tk fierce kannnn !
Mum : Yeah lah !
Me : -.-

Hahah ! Tanak layan seyhh . Hahah ! Kay whtvr eyy . When I was blonde she said I look fierce . Ape jek . Then now so innocent . So natural . Hahah . I cannot tahaaan ! Heh .

Nayli ! Lets go jogging on Fridays (!!) Like we always do eyy ! (: I seriously miss those glory days mann . Da how long seyh . My god . Gotta get rid of extra holiday weights . Hehe . Work on it ! (: I feel like gg for boot camp . Heh . Cheyy . No way . Nononono ! Mati sia . Heh . Nayli ! Fridays eyy ! We'll start next week or so ? Anyth you text or call me eyy ! (: Sape mau join ? Text uh kay ! :D

010110<3 ;
Baik punyaaaaa ! :D Eyy bie eyy ! Hehe ! Macamacam lah seyhh . Cute uh eyy gtu . Mmg pun . Tapi I lagi cute uh bie ! Huahuaaaa^^ Cannot challenge . Hehehhee ! Perangai doggydoggy sia ! Haha . Word baik sia . Ila mane Ila ? Hahha ! Klakar sungguh eyy . Maut punya . Hahha ! Kay da cukup eyy . Haha . Elly melampau . (: Love You Love You Love You ! <33

Lets end it here lah eyy !
Take care & Taking care .
Bubbye !
(L)

Sexy's Back !

2009-12-29T01:26:00.003+08:00

Credits to Nayli Bee(:

Im back baby ! Heeh ! I'll continue my post later on kay . Someone is alr lecturing me to switch off my lappy . Coz Im in pain . Which I am . LOL . Hah . Okay . Its coming baaack ! Owowowowow ! Okay . Gtg . She's really mad ! HAHA ! Okay bye !

~~Till later !~~

Now is later ! Hahah !
Niways , I just finish editting Fadh's blog . Nothing much to say actually . Maybe thats coz Im lazy . Kay bye lah ! Next time I update ! Hahhaha !

Before I go ;

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ; BELLA KATANORIKA !

Hahahha ! Your present you tunggu lamelame lah sayang kay ? Hahaha ! I will try to meet you tmrw lah kay sweets . Niways , have a wonderful day ahead my dear ! Hehehe ! (: Take care always ! Imissyou & Iloveyouu ! <33

(L)

Jolly good ! (:

2009-12-26T22:14:00.000+08:00

Our shades ~ Awesome eyyyyy ! (:

Currently in KL . In our hotel lobby . With Nayli next to me . We were having difficulty at first . Coz th connection was awful . Then finally , VOILA ~ Here I am blogging . Ohoh ! There is a HOTHOT American guy sitting next to me . We kinda talked abit . Im here yknw . So yeah . Im th tatawu malu typa girl . Waddaya expect ? Hahaha ! Nayli's jealous . LOL . Today was boring . Same like ystd . All we did was walk around in th mall . And a LONGLONG trip from Singpore to JB to Malacca to KL . Goooosh ~ Otw bought DUNKIN DONUTS . Yummy . ALL of it was chocolateee ! Be jealous . Hahaha . Niways , yeah . We camwhored . Jokes . Yknw Nayli . Non-stop laughter when Im with her . Screw her ! Haha ! Joking . I love her . You be jealous now . But one thing . NAYLI CANT STOP SLEEPING . In th car she slept . Then in th hotel, which we JUST reach , she slept . Like wtf ? Champion seyh ! Idk how she can sleep that long . Th trip from JB to Malacca was like 4 hours (?) , she slept through out ! Hahah ! Okay . I may have exaggerate alil . But she DID sleep most of th time . Hhahah ! I was just sitting in th car , either camwhoring or watching my BONES . Its a series . Not MY own bones . Coz I cant see my own bones . I need a x-ray machine . Okay merepek . Im tired . Ohoh ! Before I go , gotta say smthg .

When I first got through th internet , I went to check my blog and a few others . Boy , was I shocked and rage with anger when I saw this particular person's blog . Like WHAT TH FCUK ! This is what you do when I'm gone ? Big Whooop ! Thanks a bunch ! You betrayed me . How could you have done this ? What is this ? Revenge ? If you srsly want it this way . Then kay . We'll have it your way . You can forget about it & me . Thanks . Fcuk it & Fcuk you . Together with everyone involved ! :D

(L)

Another day with my best girls(:

2009-12-23T20:38:00.000+08:00

Only th three of us . (:

Went out ystd . Went to watch a movie . Avatar ! 3D ! (: Funny movie . Hahaa ! Me & Nayli keeps laughing even though its not funny . Coz somehow we have th inside jokes . & stuffs like that . After that , we walked around . Blahblahhh . Camwhored . Chitchaat . Then went to Simpang to eat dinner . (: Waited for Aqil coz he qants to join us too(: Then I went back to Nayli's . Sleptover . Talked . Blahblah . Aie called . Then talked for abit . Started to cough and my flu started to act up . Aie & Owl forced me & Fadh to sleep coz we're sick . Then they hang up our call . Haha . Fadh called me , we continued talking for abit . Then my flu was really acting up . So did my cough . -.-" Then talked . Suddenly felt sleepy . But still talked . I was talking bullshit . Then Fadh told me to sleep . Haha . Next thing I knew I was lying next to Nayli in th middle of th night . Hehe !

Was woken up by my cough again today at about 12 plus . Difficulty breathing again . Ask Nayli . -.-" Her dad came in & he was like , " Matsalleh mane niey tdo rumah kte ? Haha ! " Ass~ Heh . Niways , jyeah . But I got to sleep back . So woke up around 4 . Awesome eyy . Haha ! Then blahblah . Went online but didnt care much of it . Hhaha ! Then around 5 (?) , Fadh called . Asking where I am & stuff like that . I wanted to go home niways , so she sent me home . Heh(: Thankyouuu ! I wanted to cross th road but I wasnt looking at this particular car , I walked and Fadh was like , " Eyy ! *pulls me back* " Hahaha ! Sayang jgak eyy kat Elly . Huhu^^ If only she said , " Mati kang camner " Hahah ! That would be super funny . But yeah . I terperanjat lah of coz right . Then walked with her to th busstop . Things happened . )': But whtvr . OHOH ! *hugggg* HAHA ! Go sleep . Hah ! Whtvr . Hah ! Kay . Then I walked back home . Changed . Rest for abit . & on my lappy . What else right(: So yeah . Thats about it . Wanna chat now . I'll see ya when I see ya ! Bubbye !

(L)

Phonephone !

2009-12-22T00:18:00.000+08:00

mum: who are you texting?
me: Steve
mum: who's Steve
me: He's My friends uncle, he's in prison for man-slaughter.
Oh The look on my mums face (:

Hahaha ! Funny shiiit ! Haha ! I should like post more . Wait lemme check .

1) mum:who are you texting?
me:you
mum:really
me:no

2) Billy is texting in class Teacher: BILLY JONES BRING THAT PHONE UP HEAR THISINSTANT! Billy: Wow, calm down. Teacher: Who are you texting in school? (Billy has teachers number) Billy: This deuche bag that I hate. Teachers phone beeps Teacher: Whos number is 576-903-1457? Students laugh Teacher: BILLY JONES! GO TO THE OFFICE RIGHT NOW! Billy walks out of the class laughing

3) phone vibrates
me-laughs
dad- what?
me-o nuthin
dad-ok
me-laughs again
dad- ok mamry who are you texting?!
me -ummmm none of your buiesness thats who
dad- excuse me...?
me- love you daddy.
dad- thats what i thought....so who are you texting?
me- i told you i love you...what more do you want
dad-i want you to tell me who ...your texting...NOW!
me- o ok. im texting mom.
dad- now was that so hard?!
me- ummmm yep.

4) my friend is txting someone that she hates
friend: hey whats up?
bitch: who is this?
friend: your worst nightmar
bitch:.....
LATER:
bitches bf is orange from fake tans (we call him ooopma loompa)
bitches bf: stop txxting my gf
friend: what you going to do? turn me orange?

5) Phone vibrates* Flip opened.

Mum: whose that?
Me: ignore
Mum: Qamarina - who sms you?
Me: Huh? Oh - the phone company bout low rate offers
Mum: Ohh

Use that a lot & it always works(;

Hahaha ! They are so funny ! Ohmygoooood ! Okay . That just cheered my up(: Okay bye ! haha !

Taken from FACEBOOK(: Awesomeee !

(L)

SPAMMERS ! GOOOOOOOSH ~

2009-12-21T23:41:00.001+08:00

WTF IS WRONG WITH PEOPLE NOWADAYS ?!

You guys just dont GET IT do you ? & spammers . Wtf is wrong with you ? NOTHING better to do ? Spam with dirty & digutis comments ! WTF is that about ?!! & you think its funny ? FCUK YOU ! It aint funny . Oh dont you try me ! Its really starting to GET ON MY NERVE ! Wanna spam me ?

USE YOUR OWN FCUKING NAME YOUR PARENTS GAVE YOU !

Ohmygod ! People who spam with , " Passerby , Guest , Someone , Somebody , Bloghopper & what bullshit they fill in " are REALLY STUPID . Some even use other people's names ! Wtf ?! You got some BALLS . State your frikin name in there ! If not ? Just SHUT TH FCUK UP WILL YOU ! God ! Stop being such a SMALL KID . Your just messin with th wrong person kay ! FCUK OFF !

QUIZYY ! (:

2009-12-21T14:18:00.001+08:00

Credits to Nayli .(:

Im bored . I was bloghopping and I found a Quiz . Im gonna do it . Who wants to do it . Be my guest . (:

1. Do you say fuck a lot?
(;

2. How many belts do you own?
I am so not sure . Hhe !

3. Do you blow-dry your hair?
Nope .

4. Do you enjoy your weekends?
Depends .

5. Do you have any homework to do?
Do I actually care ?

6. What were you doing at 7:00 am?

Sleeping ?

7. Can you keep a secret?
Hell yeah I can .

8. Have you ever done something outrageously dumb?
Positive . Like as if people dont ?

9. Are you missing someone?
I guess ?

10. He/she walks out of your life, do you go after him/her?
Am I suppose to ?

11. The person you have feelings for shows up at your house, what do you do?
Shocked, but then, I'll drive him away . Wanna get me killed is it ? * HAHA ! Ohmy . Answer ori seyhh . *

12. If you were a crayon, what color would you be?
Green or maybe red(:

13. What made you smile today?
When I fell just now xD

14. Have you done anything embarrassing lately?
I dont rmbr when but yeahh(:

15. Light hair or dark hair in the opposite sex?
Do I look like I care ? -.-"

16. What was your dream about last night?
I dont really rmbr .

17. Are you currently frustrated with a girl/boy?
Am I ? Not sure . Maybe .

18. How is your hair right now?
Tied up ?

19. Describe the shirt your wearing:
Red - Superman Shirt (:

20. Do you enjoy summer?
Say what ?

21. Can you imagine yourself getting married?
(:

22. What are you craving right now?
Chocolates ! Nono . Ice cream ! Nono . Strawberries w/ ice cream & chocolate fondue . Oooooo .. (:

23. Were you happy when you woke up this morning?
No , was coughing my throat out & I couldnt get back to sleep .

24. Do you find girls with a lot of piercings attractive?
HUH ? Ask them guys .

25. What do you currently hear?
A song .

26. Did you laugh a lot at something today?
Today ? Not yet . But ystd OH YES (:

27. Any current problems?
You have got NO idea .

28. What woke you up this morning?
I told you . I was coughing -.-

29. Is tomorrow going to be a good day?
I hope so ! Meeting Nayli & Azura . Gonna be awesome ! Watching Avatar maybe ? Hehe !

30. Do your initials spell out a word?
No .

31. When was the last time you saw fireworks?
National Day ? Memories . )';

32. What would you do if you got the person you like?
Got it and left it . So whaddaya want ?

33. Does anything hurt on your body?
My back .

34. Do you think you'll be married in 10 years?
I hope so . I'll be 24 by then ! Haha !

35. Who was the last person you cried in front of?
In front of ? My mum . Hahah . Nayli knows . It was coz I was ANGRY .

36. Is there a guy/girl that knows everything about you?
My dad ? Nayli .

37. Have you ever had a girl best friend?
Had ? I still do(:

38. Angry at anyone?
What do you think ?

39. Last time you had butterflies in your stomach?
Can't remember .

40. Who did you last share a bed with?
NAYLI :D

41. When was the last time you were annoyed?
Few mins ago ? Look at tag box .

42. Have you ever kissed anyone who's name started with a J?
No .

43. Did anyone see you kiss the last person you kissed?
Last person I kissed was . OH ! No . Eeww . Londeh . HAHA !

44. Do you have a bf/gf?
Uh , no ?

45. How was your weekend？
Like any other weekends . Boring .

46. What was the last awkward conversation you had with someone?
Read th post before this .

47. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom?
Yeah , maybe .

48. Whats your favourite food?
Got no idea .

49. Your favourite sport?
I don't know .

50. Does the sight of blood make you faint?
Nope .

51. At this moment in time, if you HAD to have someone's name tattooed on, whose would it be?
Mine ?

52. What's the date today?
21 December .

53. What is on your bed right now?
Pillows , Fizzly *bear* , Lappy , Handphone , Tissue box , Remote Control .

54. When was the last time you threw up?
Th time I got fever . Woaahh ~

55. What's your favorite word or phrase?
Bahbii ! Pantat itek ! Kong ajar ! Haha . Loads !

56. Name 3 people who made you smile today?
No , one , yet .

57. What were you doing at 8 am this morning?
Still fast asleep .

58. What were you doing 30 minutes ago?
You .

59. What is your favorite holiday?
SIBU ! (: Or maybe before that . *wink*

60. Have you ever been to another country?
Yeah .

61. What is the best ice cream flavor?
Cookies & Cream ?

62. Have you bought any new clothing items this week?
Dont think so .

63. When was the last time you ran?
Dunno .

64. What's the last sporting event you watched?
Who knows .

65. If you could go anywhere in the world, where would you go?
Rome ? Its a nice place , you gotta take me there some day . Haha !

66. Do you have a tan?
I guess ? Not like Nayli . Hahaha !

67. Have you ever lost anything down a toilet?
I don't think so .

68. Do you use smiley faces on the computer alot?
(: How about that ?

69. What did your last text message say?
" Okay , I'll try . " - Baby .

70. Are you someone's best friend?
Hahaha , ya think ?

71. What are you doing tomorrow?
Gonna meet Nayli and Azura & catch a movieee !

72. Where is your mom right now?
Work ?

73. Look to your left, what do you see?
A window .

74. What color is your watch?
Green .

75. What do you think of when you think of Australia?
Australia's chewing gum . Hahhahahahahahhahahah !

76. Ever ridden on a roller coaster?
Have I ever ? Haha ! You bet .

77. What is your birthstone?
A what ?

78. Do you go in at a fast food place or just hit the drive thru?
Go in , I guess .

79. Are you happy?
Not now .

80. Biggest annoyance in your life right now?
Not bg with Nayli .

81. Are you allergic to anything?
Don't think so .

82. Favorite pair of shoes you wear all the time?
Kappa shoes .

83. What do you usually do during the day?
Depends .

84. Do you use the word 'hello' daily?
If someones says it to me first .

85. How many kids do you want when you're older?
2 atleast .

86. How old will you be turning on your next birthday?
15 ?

87. Have you ever been to Six Flags?
Er , no .

88. Have you kissed more than 10 people this year?
Yeahyeah . On th cheeks . My babygirls ! & friends .

89. Ever felt like you're not good enough?
Hell to th yeah .

90. Has anyone upset you in the last week?
I don't recall .

91. Did you ever waste too much time on a certain boy or girl?
Ya think ?

92. Have you ever skipped school just because you were tired?
Hahah ! Yesyes(:

93. Who was your last 3 texts?
Baby .

94. Have you ever been caught doing something you weren't supposed to?
People have their times .

95. Have you ever cried so much you threw up?
What ? Nooo .

96. Do you have a secret that you've never told ANYONE?
Yes . Not even you , Nayli . Heh .

97. If your parents didn't like the person you were dating, would you lose them?
What about yours ?

98. Do you think best friends can be replaced?
Hah , no .

99. Do you have plans tomorrow?
Must I tell you again ?

100. Do you enjoy late night phone conversations?
More than anything .

101. Do you sleep on your stomach?
When I cant sleep I try . Haha .

102. What is something you disliked about your day?
I dont know .

103. Do you currently miss someone?
Remind me again , why I have to answer ? Again .

104. Has anybody ever given you butterflies?
Butterflies ? Yes .

105. Do you have to check in with your parents before you go someplace?
Duh .

106. Did the one person who hurt you the most in your life apologize?
Not yet . Im hoping .

107. Do you ever think "what if" about anything?
More than you can ever imagine .

108. Do you have a little sister?
No . Gonna have on soon .

109. Have you ever broken anything because you were mad?
I have a bad memory .

110. Do you ever get "goodmorning" texts from anyone?
Yes , I do .

111. Are you ticklish?
Yesyes . Hehe .

112. Did you wake up in the middle of the night last night?
I wasn't even asleep in the middle of the night last night .

Bubbye .
(L)

Blardy busteeedd ~

2009-12-20T18:53:00.004+08:00

Editted this . & currently my desktop peekcha . (:

Heya . Im glad to be awake . Actually no . Im tired . I only got like 4 hours of sleep . -.-" I was otp last night till 5 going to 6 am . Aie called but she had to hang up coz she's sleepy . So continued talking with Fadh . Had a lil serious talk . Blahblah . Dont think thats it . But to hell with it . She doesnt wanna talk about it niways . So anyway , during th conference I called th guy . Like wtf right ? Had to go with th flow of his gatal-ness . Then smthg about he 'tk layan' girls like me . Then I was like - kay I should type out th convo . Things I could rmbr uh . I'll translate for those who dont understand malay . (: Somewhere in th middle uh . This is where I got kinda frustrated . So yeah . Understand understood kay !

Guy : Irritating uh . I dont entertain people like that .

Me : So you mean you dont entertain people like me uh ?

Guy : Yeah . Totally .

Me : So whats this ? Not entertaining uh ? What bullshit you talking ?

Guy : Wh * got cut off by me *

Me : OH OKAY . I totally understand you NOT ENTERTAINING me right now . Yes . Totally . Where you schooling ?

Guy : Not schooling anymore .

Me : Serious nooooot ?

Guy : Yeah . Im with *some gang* .

Fadh : Eyy boy , what bullshit are you talking here sia ?!

Guy : Huh ?

Fadh : Dont act blur here kay . You sure you with *some gang* not !? * abit satsat *

Guy : *maha satsat* Whats your problem ?! Yeah I'm *some gang*

Aie : *sort alr* Eyy , dont have to satsat what !

- kay this part I cant translate . So very melayuu . Hahha ! -

Guy : Mane gua ade satsat sia ? *try not to sound satsat but still satsat*

Aie : Ape tk satsat sia ? Niey kau bbl da satsat sia . Kau mane nye ?

Guy : Gua *some gang* .

Aie : Kau tinggal mane ? Umur brape ? Skolah mane ?

Guy : Lavendar . Nak masok 14 . Tk skolah .

Aie , Fadh & Me : Takmoh nk cock kat sini uh sia tk skolah !

Aie : Aku ade member seme kat Lavendar eyy .

- This guy was like menggatal with friend . He was like " nk main dgn I " Whtvr horny bullshit . Obviously sape tk happy sia ?! Like kau da gian sgt perh ? Da despo sgt per ? -.-" -

Aie : Skrg aku tanye kau , ape motive kau nk main dgn *fake name* ?

Guy : Huh ?

Aie & Fadh : Takmoh step blur sia kau ! Ape motive kau ?! Tu jek kte tanye . Ape motive kau !

Guy : Ape motive ape sia ?

Aie : *sort giler bahbii* APE MOTIVE KAU NAK MAIN DGN *fake name* ?! APE ?! REASON ?! MAKNE ?! APE MOTIVE KAU ?! Tk paham bahase perh sia ? Kau gian eyy ? Kau despo eyy ? Sial uh !

Guy : Ape sia . Yg type msg tu seme bukan aku sia . Ex aku yg type .

Aie : Eyy , kau takmo nk cock uh sia ! Ex kau umur brape ?

Guy : 21 .

Aie , Fadh & Me : Sial uh ! Laki 14 matair 21 . Fake sungguh sia . Sape yg jage sape sia nieyy ? HAH !

Aie : Kay aku tk heran pasal tu . Skrg asal die replyreply msg sia ?

Guy : Aku klr beh aku pinjam kan die phone . Die kate nk send lagu .

Me : Beh da tentutentu kau tgh msg *fake name* . Kau takde rase weird ke biler kau takde msg masok ?! Kau takde rase die bacebace msg kau seme tu perh ?

Guy : Die nye org tk seboksebok .

Me : Kalau die tk seboksebok asal die replyreply msg tu seme sia ? Ape kau bbl sia ! *sort alr*

Guy : Yer tk yer eyy .. *sarcasticly*

Me : Eyy sial uh ! Kau nk tipu dgn si penipu sia !

Fadh : Kay . Skrg kau ckp dgn *fake name* kau break dgn die pasal kau nk patch dgn ex kau tu .

- We just go with th flow of stead-ing with him -

Aie : Kau da patch dgn Ex kau beh kau maseh nk contact *fake name* . Ape makne sia buat gtu ? Sampai iloveyou seme klr !

Guy : Tk . Aku mcm kehilang org gtu .

Aie : Kimak ! Gtu mcm aku pun nk try uh sia . Aku da ade matair aku da setia gini mcm beh aku rase kehilang org beh aku cariik jantan lain . Kau tk pk ? Ape maksud sia kau nk mainkan perasan pompan gtu mcm . Ape kalau kte busted perasan kau ?

Guy : *cuts off Aie* Aku tk heran .

Aie : KIMAK ! Kau tade prasan perh sia ! Tadetade . Skrg kau maseh blom jawab aku lagi . Ape motive kau nak main *fake name* .

Guy : Tade motive uh .

Fadh : Skrg niey *fake name* KAKAK aku . Kau nk main die perh skrg ?!

Guy : Tk jadi uh .

Aie , Fadh & Me : *soft laughter*

Fadh : Ape tk jadi sia ! Aku tumbuk kau ! Kau mintak kene fight sia .

Guy : Fight .. * scoffs* Sini uh ! Kau turun *place*

Fadh : Sial uh . Aku tk kesah kau jantan ke betine ke binatang sia ! Kau nk main KAKAK aku . HAH ! Salah org uh sia . *slowly* SALAH ORG . S-A-L-A-H - O-R-G . SALAH ORG kau paham !

Aie : Tu pasal uh . Kau mane nye sia ?!

Guy : *some gang* Kau nk kau turun *place* .

Me : Sial uh . *place* melampau jauh dari Lavendar sia ! Kau confirm tk confirm kau tinggal Lavendar ?

Guy : Da nk klr uh .

Aie : Beh kau nk gye mane ?

Guy : Bedok .

Aie : Eyy . Tadi kau kate kau dari Bedok beh pindah Lavendar beh skrg balek Bedok . Tk bodoh perh tu !? Kau takmoh beletbelet cite uh sia !

Guy : Serious . Aku nk klr Lavendar .

Aie : Klr beh gye Bedok ? Tkmoh tipu uh sia . Kay skrg aku kasi kau chance bbl btolbtol . Kau tinggal mane ?

Guy : Tamp .

Aie : Kau tgk ! Kau belet cite lagi . Ape siaaaaaa !

Guy : Sumpah aku tinggal Tamp .

Aie : Mane nye side .

Guy : *some place* *tells lies*

Aie : *maki upside down inside out*

- This goes on , theeeeennnn -

Me : Kau sklh mane ?

Guy : Btol nk tawu ?

Me : Lincar lah !

Guy : Mayflower Primary .

Me , Aie & Fadh : *cocked up* *a moment of silence followed by soft laughter*

Aie : Kewaaaaakk ! Bru primary nk step Big fuck sia !

- Goes on . Alot of !@#$%^&* from Aie to th Guy . Hahahhahaha ! -

This is a very long story ! Kay I just finish it . He was like a primary gg to secondary student . He says he ratained in P6 . but he only took 1 PSLE . Stupid eyy ? You retain you should take 2 PSLE . Kimak ! Nk tipu tk agakagak sia ! Then he keep saying he schooling here and there . Everywhere he says , we have our connections there . When we say we have connections there he change his locations . Then he kene fucked up by Aie . Aie fierce siol . From sleepy she was like freaking mad . coz this guy keep twisting th story . Like wtf right ?! Then we were like ganging up him then he hang up . HAHA ! Then awhile later he texted . He was like , " I will delete this no. I wont disturb her anymore . I wont answer your call anymore . Im scared . Please dont call me anymore . Im really scared . Yes you win . Im sorry . Im scared . Bye . Delete this no. "

HAHA ! I was laughing my ass off sia ! My god . Pasal Aie fucked him up real bad . Aie dont like people to tell twisted stories . Really hates it . Heh . Then blahblah . Kecoh uh ! Nothing much after that . Then Aie hang up . Coz she was sleepy like I said just now . Then i continued talking till 5 gg to 6 right . Hang up . NOT TH PROPER way actually . Dunno why . Just did .

Then for idk what reason , I started coughing real bad . Th one that when you breathe then you cough hard . What I mean is I cant breathe properly . So I cant sleep . I stayed awake till 8 am . Then I could finally settle down and slept . For 4 hours ONLY . Wtf ? Im tired . Hopefully I can sleep tonight . Medicine is not working ! Urggggghhh ~ Kay bye !
(L)

OH DAMN !

2009-12-20T01:09:00.000+08:00

Helloh ! Currenty I'm talking otp . Waiting for one bacen to call so can conference & we'll prank this despo mother fly ! Seriously . If you were me , you wanna fcuk this guy upside down inside out . He is sooooooooooo desperate ! Like oh-my-god ! He just know a girl , then he ask for stead . A girl who he BARELY knows ! Isnt that desperate ! Oh gosh ! & his answer for how he got this girl's number is , " I just randomly typed out a number . And got yours . " PATHETIC right ? What a stupid thing to say . My god . Even my unborn sister knows better . Like how can you just type out a number and th first thing you say is , " Helloh , mind intro ? " Who knows its a bloody male ? Then ape ? Go gay ? Wtf !? Da uhh . Forget it . Th bacen calling soon . So bye !

SICKSICKSICK ~

2009-12-19T20:05:00.001+08:00

In PH , Bali . Hhaha !

Heya ! I just came back . What a tiring day . This is going to be a short post . Coz Im sick )': Idk how I got sick coz people around me arent sick . Oh gosh . Weird . Maybe from Azura . Idk . HAHAHA ! I cant even kiss or hug my mum . Coz we're afraid she'll get sick . Hah . Bad for Baby Elysyia . Heh . Now Im stuck in my room like always . With my nose blocked . Sore throat . Cough . Maybe coming up with a fever . Oh god . I have flu . There is a basket full of tissue covered in snot . HAHAH ! That was meant to make you feel disgusted . Huhu^^ Like as if you dont have snot . -.-" Hehehe ! So anyways yeah . Im gonna continue watching GLEE(: Its gooooood . Th guy is hotness ~ Macam biase jgak lah kan . Gugugaga mother fcuker ! Hhaha . Takde makne . Kay diam . Bubbye !
Take care & taking care (:
(L)

Humairaaaaaaaaaaaaah(:

2009-12-18T13:10:00.000+08:00

This girl kankan .. HAHA ! Is Humairah . (:

Helloh pretty young sexy thangs out there . Oh yeah and also th handsome young hot thangs out there . Haha ! Takde makne seyh elly . HAHAHAHA ! xD Niways , see that peekcha up there ? Well , her name is Humairah . She's th same age as me(: But she's in Ping Yi sec . Huhu^^ She knows me and my bestfriend pretty well I guess . Awesome eyy ? We get along super fineee ~ Love it . Coz she is so very th kecohkecoh seyh . Even texting her will put a smile on my face . Coz she always teases me . Ass right ? Haha ! No worries . No joke no fun lah kan ! Hehee(: Very entertaining I tell you . Single tawukk ! Nak ? Oh tabuleytabuley ! She's single but yet UNAVAILABLE . Hehehe(: Currently chatting with her right now . Talking about pantats . Haha ! Niey bru kat chat . Kalau jumpe entah ape kte buat . Cheyyyy ! Hahha ! Havent met her yet . But Im gg to . Next year . Bedok Town & Ping Yi like near right . So can meet . Then she's gonna treat us bubbletea ! Oreo Choc is coming MY WAY(: Awesoooooome ! Tanak sudah . Free seyh . Sape tanak seyh . Huhu^^ Cant wait to met this adorable human being . Isnt she adorable ? LOL ! Elly niey . Nak melebih plak . Nanti Humairah bace kang . Tros kembang ! Bawah koyak . Hehhe ! Jokingjoking^^ Okay . I think thats about it eyy then ? Hahah ! Tcares people ! Prolly posting smthg later . Coz Im gg to Town later on . Yeayy ! (:

Bubbye !

(L)

OHHHHHH ..

2009-12-17T23:49:00.000+08:00

Oh wells ! HAHAHAHA !

Heyaa ! Went out today . Went Tamp Mall . Then went to Katong . To get HB's sch uniform . Then went to Pasir Ris . Ate lunch then we went to th beach . OH-MY-GOD . I was like WOAAAHH ! There was a lot of LITTER & ALGAE . Like eeeewwwwwwwwww ! But th breeze was cooling . Hehe . Camwhored abit and stuff .

Changed my blogksin as you can see . Hehe ! Simple aye ' Same like Nayli's but different . Samesamebutdifferent . LOL . That shirt . Memories ! HAHAHAH ! Cambodia . Great times . Great times . Talking about blogs . I was like bloghopping and such . Then I felt th telepathy calling me to go to my OLD blog . LOL ! It was funnayeee ! Memories . How I typed and stuff that happened . Thanks alot blog . For refreshing my memories ! (:

So lets recap ;

Wed: LAST DAY OF 2008 ♥
Planned to meet SYAZWAN at 1215.
At tampines mall. AHHAH!
But guess what. NAYLI and I woke up at 1255!
AHAHAHAH! Keciann sia SYAZWAN.
Then extend th time to 3.
So its so say he waited for like 4 hours siaaa!
AHAHAHAHAHAHA! Keciaannn!
So met. Sat bawah blok. Then chitchat.
then went off to Cik Achu's house.
Had to BABYSIT her children.
3 pulak tuhh! Haiyooo pening dongg!
AHAHHAH! Oldest is a girl. Primary 1 this year.
Second is a BOY like still kinder I think.
AHHA! Last is a BOY. Still a baby! HEHE(:
So cute luhh! Really. Especially th second. HAZIQ ♥
Then went to see th fireworks on th highway. AHAHA!
Wasted sia. I never go countdown at downtown.
EHHH! RHYME! AHAHHAHA!
Then slept at Nayli's house. AHHA!

*looks up* THAT HAPPENED TODAY ALSO . We overslept . Met HB late . Haha ! Keciann seyh . Oh gosh ~ hahahha ! OH ! And my old blog has alotta boys involved . God . Gatalnyeee ~ HAHA ! From Saufi to Vicky to Syazwan to Hafiq to Hafiz . HAHAHAHA ! Idk about any other . But thats what I keep posting about . Funny like hell . Hahahha ! Awesomee . You should like go check it out if you want to . HAHA !

BLOGYYY ! ;

You will laugh your asses off man ! God . Perangai doggy . Hahhahaha ! Okay . Nayli was like asking me to accompany her to eat from just now . So yeah . Bubbye peeeps !

(L)

LALALA ~

2009-12-17T00:40:00.001+08:00

Thats us webcamming with Naziebby ! But we cropped th peekcha . LOL !

Was webcamming with Naziebby . Gosh ! Imissherloads ! Like how ImissNayli . heheh ! But Nayli's here . So I get to hughug her ! Prolly I'll be meeting Nazie tmrw . Not so sure . Hehe ! Yay ! Can camwhore with her ! (: Gosh ! Camwhored with Nayli alr . HAHA ! Happy ! Hehehhehehehe(:

HB is back ! YAY ! But she didnt get me anyth . Sedih ): Cheyy ! No lah . Itsokay . Lain mase buley beli eyy ? Huhu^^ You owe me ey ! Went to hospital just now . For a check up . Goshyy ~ Blahblah . Nayli met us there . Then ate . Happeninghappening . AHHAHA ! When I meet Nayli , pahampaham uh . We kecoh . Jokes all over th place . Hah ! Then went back to my place . Around 6 plus or so , her mum told her to pass her their house key . Went down . We were like acting like some nigga shit uh . Serioussss ! No joke . Funny . Cannot tahan ! Hehehe ! OH YEAH ! Nayli keeps doing th hand thing . Which is actually referring to a blow job . Gosh ~ digutis! Hahaha ! Digutis ? Cool . Kay hahah !SHE'S DG IT AS IM TYPING THIS OUT ! OHMYGOD ! HAHAHAH ! Blahblahh . She's sleeping here tonight (: Gg out tmrw . Meeting HB . & maybe Naziebby .

Oh fo fcuk . I got no mood . Bubbye .

(L)